Koko ni Watashi no Bu-lo-gu

2007-10-01T15:55:00.001+08:00

whoever said the world was round and fair! i should sue that person...if he was still alive that is!
thomas gets a pool table thats wayy not fair.. jeez! i wanna play pool and i gotta pay like 3+ per hour.. well besides the bitching of a pool table which by the way is realli nice(: haha.. you better let me use it!! OR ELSE~ (: nothing happens..yay?! -.-"! spazz~

*ahem* i still dun understand whats up with my family tree.. pathetic right? i havent seen my cousins/aunts/uncles/anyone else i can think of in god-knows donkey years! how does anyone actually open up and talk to cousins who they havent seen since diapers?!!? the onli faded memory one can remember is the annoying pinching of the cheeks as a sign of love. seriously, that kinda love i can do without~ i still dun like my family tree. then again~ whats there to like. i barely noe a quarter of em. the rest are either dead, dying or living in the ulu-est part of the world. great fun in that~ wonder why family is suddenly a topic? because family just started telling me about the oh-so-dangerous and "evil" illness my oh-so-great old man has~ seriously. if you think im offending my father, you have great insight and good inference skills. (history points up) the man leaves more than 9 years ago and he wants me to care about something that happens? well it seems everyone else still cares.. i alwaes get by on the fact saying that i was 8 and i dun have any fuzzy idea of any old man in red clothes with a white beard going ho ho. bahh~ screw it..

if the world is round. put me at the bottom so i can fall.

.mWa.

2007-09-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

ahh~ the great joy of the world.. today! i went for my army medical checkup. what pleasure to go for a checkup with tons of other guys and then be placed topless and have nothing but your short pants on. erotic fantasy..NOT! but nevertheless i was entertained(: met friends there~ ooh! miracles. plus with me having short hair makes it all the more shocking! yes ladies and gentlemen, i have SHORT hair with a fringe of no more than 4cm. (i actually measured it) great aint it.. iloveT_T well before i sidetrack too far from my medical. it actually comprises of 8 stations that have to be completed followed by a logic test or so-called IQ which is totally bull.

well went through many stations and i actually had Pes A ratings for all(: which is totally cool but i didnt want Pes A. so thankfully right at the end, i found out that i was overweight by 0.5kg which saved me from being put into Pes A! WHEE~ talk about the sadness in truths! true im not Pes A but im overweight by that small bit! T_T maybe i should cry 0.5kg worth of tears..

bahh~ well among other things in life.. one more thing which has not been mentioned is jo's birthday(: so happy birthday to you~ yes yes~ 16.. a nice age, tons of things legal, tons more waiting. be good ya?! well the time i started this post was 11.45pm, so i changed the timing to be the last person to wish you on your birthday(: yay~ i actually wanted to call but you have school so i cant deprive you of sleep no no(: good luck god bless blahblahblahh~ (:

well aniwaes, i got my blood sapped earlier so imma go rest up and doze off! besides its late! i have valid reasons! dun sue me(:

.mWa.

2007-09-16T16:03:00.000+08:00

sunday. a day of rest. kick back and watch the clouds. yup~ that sounds nice.

so while kicking back. i searched the web for my newfound interest(:

there are more pictures but those are for me(: haha~

well aniwaes, after alwaes going out daily. now when im nto going out~ its so dead and boring!

seriously-geez! well now currently im playing my games on my lil friend(: monster hunter again~

oh among other not so important news there is an insane thing that is going for me now.. im mapling again~

can you believe that! i still cant.. i never thought i would go back to that game.. but like i said its boredom.

screw boredom~ its screwing my mind! but i dun realli have tolerance to stick to a single game for too long so i game hop. and this happens! maple~ -.-"! well at least i have a friend playing it with me so its not that lame..

speaking of which. the bum is looking for me now. byebye(:

*notetoself* GET CHERRY BOOM'S ALBUM

.mWa.

2007-09-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

today was long~ but it was eventful. met up with hafiz and ochibi at bugis.
i still think that place is ah beng/lian infested~ so annoying to be there..

but i had a motive(:

i went to see 樱桃帮! for the chinese challenged friends of mine(: Ying Tao Bang!
or for the ones unfamiliar, their english name Cherry Boom(: meh

for those who want a feel of the group, check my playlist below.. i changed it to be cherry boom instead of yui(: i still love yui.. but cherry boom realli reminds of yui so its fine(: and their vocalist realli looks like a chinese avril.. which looks so much cuter and she can sing xD
~oh hush! i like cute girls who can sing(: sue me!~

sorry but i dun have a photo of the hots.. so google it yourself~ but being the nice person i am..
ill give you the link to google(:

http://www.google.com

ok thats the best ill do for you.. do the rest yourself(:

and that lousy ochibi! gets a pretty girl stand beside him for a whole 1 hour and he does nothing but watch! what is the world coming to! hellooo~ 1.its a pretty girl. 2.shes alone. 3.*most important* SHES YOUR HEIGHT!! how often do you get that huh?!?! i guess i cant realli say much about all this. i dun have such luxuries. T_T

..where are you? the one i call mine~ please come soon..

...i need you

well ate ayam murtabak at this place near bugis. nice food but not realli that filling so oh well~
aniwaes, im a tired mess so im going to bed. buhbuai~

.mWa.

2007-09-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

im so mad! so so mad! i cant believe i got such a grading! i slogged so long and hard and i got so low.. where is the justice in this world! and to top it off.. my friendships are on the rocks~ not realli the best of times for me.. well at least its the holidays for me now.. thankfully.. i need it! its so infuriating to think about it..

so im not gonna talk about it! ah ha! well aniwaes, been like uber busy and all.. so never found the time to post again as usual.. lol! dun hate me.. hate my life~ well im living on my own so i guess i cant realli bitch and whine to anyone.. friendships are bad, family aint around to bitch to. i wonder whether im ready to live alone but its not realli much of an option.

well im not realli in the mood to posts so imma make this short.. anyone who wants to ask me out before i disappear from singapore as well, please do so quickly(: lol! im advertising myself~ cool!

well chaoz..

.mWa.

2007-08-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

ooh~ this update comes at a random time because i have nothing better to do..
im supposed to be writing a report but i just dunno how to write it..
im lazy~ im lan TU-o*insidejoke* (: well other than the usual lame stuff that happens in NTU..
nothing much else goes around.. see lots of pretty girls/cute guys/weird people..

seriously! i saw the sickest thing today.. this doesnt come as new to me but its the first time ive seen it and its totally gross..
this is a gross shoutout..*ahem*

FEMALE CHINESE NATIONALS!! PLEASE LEARN HOW TO SHAVE YOUR ARMPITS!! ITS GROSSSS~

i pity anyone shorter than CN girls.. they suffer greatly.. im so not kidding! it is the total sickness!
i lost my lunch dinner and almost lost my breakfast by seeing it! its damn disgusting.. singaporean girls.. please continue to shave and please do not ever stop. thankyou!

well i dun realli have the luxury of time.. i best get to my report so buhbuai! and PLEASE SHAVE!(:

thanks(:

.mWa.

2007-08-28T19:46:00.001+08:00

.i.have.been.busy.
.blame.that.
.not.me.
.thank.you.

yay~ my phone is working fine again! im so happy.. oh well~ many great things happened today! one such thing was my phone which started working! *zaam!* its magic(:
the other great thing is my sister who is in calgary was featured on the news.
nono~ not in a bad way. she got 1 minute of air time! can you believe that! life sucks.. its not fair!
the most annoying part about it.. she hasnt even been there for more than 2 weeks.
oh well.. happy for her nonetheless.

im real tired of my NTU life. its so strenuous. at least its fun(: though im there til so late.. its like 9 to 6 daily. can you believe it! and im alwaes so busy. i cant even skip. if not i get a BIIG scolding.. i pity myself~ but what to do.. that is the life of me in NTU..

aniwaes, imma stop now. i need sleep and rest and zonk and stone. (:(:

.mWa.

2007-08-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

time is rough.

i dunno why i said that for(:

it just sounded fun.
well. i just went through a realli rough week at NTU.
life there is great and all. but it realli saps away at your energy.
whats more, im getting hated.
i hate getting hated. sounds weird i noe but i realli do.
i hate hating people and getting hated by people but i cant pacify everyone.
pathetic eh? plus my phone got soaked in water by the superior intelligent being whose knowledge noes no bounds and from out of this universe, me.
thus totally screwing up my phone buttons and speaker.
*sniff* such a loyal phone. im so sorry! i didnt mean to~*sniff*

aniwaes, im ranting so imma stop now(:
me no like to rant.
bye.

.mWa.

2007-08-16T19:27:00.001+08:00

my busy week is almost over~ thank you lord(: haha~ today is the second day of MV. MV stands for missing valerie. (: mah sista~ has left me all alone in singapore ): haha! im kidding.. she did leave but its ookaes. well, now if i listen to music videos imma think of her. ahah! what a way to remember a kin-.-"!

well tired like a bitch so imma go rest up. i hate school. i hate life. i hate school life.

2007-08-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

this post is realli random. i am posting this sddenly because i have something to say.
my sister is gone~ haii sad me. my entertainment is gone. im missing her already~
thats like real quick because she onli left this morning at 7? but now i dun have any siblings i can talk to left in singapore. anyone wanna be my sibling(: im free!

well tons have happened since my last posts both good and bad so i wont bother about them to much.. this udate wasnt meant to happen but i had to tell someone that i dun have much of my family left:( few of you visit me anymore aniwaes so its not too bad.. and the skin has been the same for ages too.. sorry.. but now being in NTU is reall time consuming~ its realli tiring and draining to think so much there.. and for some reason most of the people there cant even speak english! geez! and the pretty babes are lacking.. im depressed~

well aniwaes, i may have to change skin soon.. or something! im getting bored of my own blog layout... lol~ well! see how it goes.. buhbuai~

2007-05-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

gahh.. i hate it when my work hangs halfway.. plus i was on a high! did so much work. well *ahem* aniwaes, i shall not talk about it here to prevent ranting.. i already talked to someone so i had my fair share of ranting(: no extra ranting space needed.. aniwaes, i watched blades of glory today!! kyaaaa-te!! sugoku ureshii! haha.. but tmr i shall be going to ayuu's house(: play guitar!~! kyaaaaa-te! another reason to be happy.. but i have a lot of work to do so i guess i wont have all the free time in the world to play around.. oh! and finally my final fantasy 7 disc came back.. interesting thing is that its a new one altogether!! i gave him 4 cds, 2 casings for my game.. and it came back as 4 cds in 1 casing.. looks like he went to buy a whole new one for me.. im touched(: thank you lawrence(: hahh- well aniwaes, i have to go wash up. i onli just got back! hahaa(: buhbuai~

2007-05-19T11:16:00.000+08:00

i alwaes forget which colour is the font i use. -.-"! well some variety wont hurt i guess ( i might be using the same ) ....heck!! well, im almost all better ( i wished ) still have some chronic pains and coughs but other than that, im all fine! besides i have a tournament to worry about! yes. i am in a badminton tournament 3rd round. how interesting you noe? a group of us played in the tournament and i got knocked out in 1st round with qin sheng and minkuan. sad right? but fairy tales do happen, i got called back to 2nd round! so i played and won so i have proceeded to 3rd round! go me go~ i have to cheer myself because my friends support my opponents -.-"! great friends i have. well yang sheng got kicked in 2nd round so its just left with me and hafiz! go hafiz go~ ill cheer for youu!!! unlike you all!! evil people- piece of *ahem*

on to next point(: i have to do my 3d animation that is like due the following week. so headache!!!!! then there is also the entrepreneurship project that needs submission. zomg. so packed. and i have to do a design for the IT club notice board. do i have time for it? zzz~- well cannot complain, so i just have to do. this is why you have friends to help you- tiffanyyyy~ beee nicee(: hahaha. aniwaes i have to get back to the stupid 3d animation which just hung on me.. blahh~ it doesn't like me.. actually chamfering doesnt like me.. hangs on me so often.. blahh~~~~~~~~~~~~ im gone *poof*

2007-05-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

feeling a bit better at times. still like shit at times but at least i can move. previous 3 days were killer. now i can at least walk!! hahaha. no more lying in bed wasting my life away. bad inflammation. it so hurts to talk and cough. *hackhack* *wheeze* well. i shall try my luck and attend school tomorrow finally(:

ive been stuck at home for so long im getting pissed. but i went for lunch at sizzler(: oooh.. totally against regulations of a sick man but heck! i wanted to eat something good after all that time i eat and puke.. i thought i was bulemic for a second. scared myself stiff. but aniwaes, i still need to rest up. see how i go and feel for tomorrow. hopefully a lot better. but i best go rest. yes i noe its still early! im sick ):

2007-05-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

still sick and loving it.. *hackhack* this totally rocks my brains. im coughing till my lungs hurt. well back to bed. lovely isnt it? ............nites

2007-05-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

sick. i love sick. sick is lovely word. okay- i need to go rest up. just came to tell the obvious. im sick -.-"!

2007-05-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

aint that such a nice shot? haha. i still love this photo. its a sibling photo. i havent actually had one with my sister in god-noes how long. but i must admit that this picture realli does look quite nice. proud of it(:
it is actually one of the few shots my sister and i take without trying to mercilessly kill each other. so thats a plus(: oh im the one on the right if its not obvious enough. this is for the blur people(stephhy) and the retarded ones(milkmilk~ lol(: ) well honestly that is about all i came to do. hmm, i think i may be watching spiderman later today. yes! its today, meaning its past 12. so its sunday. cool aint it! oh-so-cool-io! total radness-

2007-05-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

ah ha! i have decided to do some minor adjustments. i decided to try out imeem(: well i had to shrink the box because it was a bit big so blind people. im sorry. wait..blind people cant see my blog or what im typing-.-"! hooraa- my intelligence beats me once again. i like the song i put in(: i hope you like it too. nothing much happened. i saved lots of money today but im annoyed/cheesed/pissed/fed up-ed.. you get the point. why? because i dun get to go for my much awaited movie marathon. i was like looking forward to it so much la! LAAAAAAAA!!!! well the song is from o2jam but that can be seen on it so i need not further explain(: the onli issue is that it needs to load the song(i dun realli like that part about it, but i have to put up with it because i like the song, otherwise i wouldnt even consider imeem) *Grumble grumble grumble* *snorts* ahem-! currently i guess im fine but i realli hope my project mates get their heads together because i need to do well this sem and for some reason my project mates are fooling around and stuff.. i hope i dun explode because they are still my friends afterall. but i dunno how long i can handle and deal with the situation. *pray pray* well i got to run. before i start ranting and never stop about it. buhbuai my loves(:

2007-04-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok people. be amazed. be very amazed. its a double posting!! woo- and people thought it wasnt possible. ok ok enough jaw dropping reactions. this post is going to be kinda short because i just wanted to come to say something. I WENT SWIMMING! kyaaa-te! *high pitch squeal* thats like the total bomb!! i am so totally satisfied(: i havent gone swimming in like maybe 1 year? lol! i am so happy- ureshii-yo! that is the reason for my double posting(: oh. this is another reminder. WATCH 200 POUNDS BEAUTY! this is an ORDER. no excuses! hehh~ well i wish shaun and norman all the best(: get that girl respectively of course(:
aiight im out of here. my eyes are tired from the wonderful SWIMMING! (:

2007-04-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

i have decided to go back to the nice dark purple.. find it more interesting than the oh-so-boring pink. aniwaes. i watched 200 pounds beauty today and it was soo nice. i repeat. soo nice. soo very nice. its a must watch. honestly! MUST!! i have a nice short clip of one of my favourite songs in the whole show plus it comes with snippets of the whole show too(: oh! and i must say that the actress is like HOW HOT LAA!!! omigoshh~ like totally the hots. ahhh~ *dreamy* .ahem.

well aniwaes. im like so totally tired now.. zz! i wanna sleep. oh! i just found out that all my close friends are all trying to get attached and pitiful lil me is still single and not so much as anywhere near getting a girl. woots for single me. this is the best i can go for now. my eyes are almost closed. zzz..well i cant stay awake. nite.

2007-04-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

aiight aiight! i cant not update can i? hounded by so many people.. now all my tagboard says is update -.-"! so back to point. change of font(: lol! im a lazy bum! its my holiday period! god! lol~ lets see, i cant say nothing much because i haven't updated for a month.. hehe! simple rundown of my canada trip would be visiting relatives and snowboarding(: hehehe~ i rock! my butt hurt like mad from it though! aint funny. ooh the boldest thing i saw in canada, girls wearing mini skirts in the winter weather!! woo- kudos to them! IM GETTING ~~FAT~~ BIG(:!!! rAAAAAWWWWWWrr! not good at all i tell you! i need to exercise dammit! laziness go away!! shoo- too much western.. at least i dun miss chicken rice (inside joke~) but it realli was enjoyable to be in canada.. nice air! lol! no haze and jaws paper (not insulting anyone/anything) but seriously i cant stand it much. single digit temperature rocks.. seriously! i would love to move to any country that has a single digit temperature.. but their train systems are so crazy! i travelled so much in canada.. i went to vancouver, downtown vancouver, burnaby, coquitlam, poco and finally where i stayed maple ridge. all in the state of british columbia.. rock on! lol! car rides like mad.. and i sit in a car with horrible seats which poke your butt and lack of space because i sit in the middle where i have my friend sleeping and taking up his seat and more.. and my brother's girlfriend who sleeps on my shoulder so i have no space for movement!! i tell you its cramped! but i guess its like onli for about 4 hours a day -.-"!

i hate planes. i realli do. after taking a plane for like 32 hours total, i have every right to say that! god it was a pain in the butt! so hot in the plane and cramped.. whyy!! whyy oh whyy!! was so bored in the plane.. the plane had a universal screen.. means everyone watches 1 screen.. how the hell am i gonna enjoy a movie which i have watched at least 4 times.. i think the total score for movies in the end was like. 3 casino royale. 3 deja vu. 2 dream girls. 2 happy feet. and then sleep the rest.. oh! i counted clouds for a bit(: that was probably the most enjoyable part of the flight.. which says much about it.. thankfully i had my ipod so that made a huge difference.. at least i had songs i could rock to.. time flies a bit faster that way! but honestly this seriously makes you enjoy trips to near locations like bangkok(: yay! shop shop shop shop! ookaes totally out of point(:

i think my mom wants me to be like some realli hot model or something.. without my knowing she booked dates to the dentist/facial/hairstylist. wayy overdone i tell you! i had my teeth done up, face done up and hair as well.. yes people. my hair is SHORT withsomelong(:! i think the onli which i haven't gone to yet is probably expressions or jean yip. or maybe try slimming sanctuary or something! god! i feel like a dressed up doll. well at least im a bit more presentable i guess.. BUT IM STILL SINGLE -.-"! *hint hint* nvm! i shall enjoy the single life.. wooo to all bachelors! but i honestly cant take singapores weather anymore.. someone save the snowman! hes melting~ -.-"! i think my brain is melting.. but ookaes i will edit this post to continue in the future but i have to run off now.. buhbuai~ i will update i promise(:

2007-03-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

is my kindness my stupidity? why am i alwaes under-appreciated. i think of many solutions for my friends. help them to see if they work out. if it doesnt, think of another way. and right at the end, i dun get a word of gratification nor a sign of any appreciation.. what do i do all my work for? my own self enjoyment? i have many things that needed to be done, i put them all aside for a friends sake.. and then im thrown aside after that.. am i paper? why do i even bother.. i alwaes tell myself, they are my friends. i should help them. thats normal isnt it? am i too kind to the point i get walked over? so many things i have to worry about and yet i make time for others.. what happened to myself? pack my brothers bag, help my friends with their trouble. i haven't even packed my own bags, done my revision for my exam tmr, finish up the projects for my portfolio. am i worth that little that no one even cares about what happens to me? i am realli lost... maybe i should just give it up..... i give up......

2007-03-09T10:00:00.000+08:00

boo~ im almost a month overdue with this but heck! its the last day of my school term on monday then i am gone for a "holiday". well i have been working on my portfolio so i didnt realli have the time to blog. maybe if i like my portfolio enough. i will embed it(: let you all see my wonderful work! woo~ well school is weird.. officially. we go to school and the teacher says that those who have presented their work may leave. so its like we go to school for like 2 hours? you noe i take longer than 2 hours to get to school and home!! rAWR!!!! thats so annoying.. but that is how it is aniwaes. oooh congratz to myself on the JAE results! lol! this year is reali quite a blessed year for me. so many good things happening at the same time to the point i cant realli decide on anything.. and i just found out my sister has some hot friends... -.-"! i am so out of season~ well aniwaes, i still have to complete the last bit of my portfolio and im done so ya~ ill blog when im on my holiday or something.. by the way. ill be in canada if any of you intend to ask/call/bug me(: tata

2007-02-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

ooh la la~ i am here again! time to celebrate the second day of the new year! woots~ i just went blog hopping and read lots of crazy stuff! anihoo- im going to travel off to a first world country.. lol! imma joking~ but i will be going off to canada(: anyone is welcome to come along if you can pay.. its a 10 day holiday~ girls preferred. and yesterday was totally ~~wtf~~!! i played lan!! unbelievable!! LAN! L-A-N!! god dammit!! lol! i have no clue why.. played till the sun came up.. but it was fun! havent done it in a while.. no funny thoughts! ooh sidenote.. i added zyun and feebs blog in(: go check those out.. amusing stuff! aniwaes~ short post.. im busy with the damn CNY! i hate CNY.. zz~ im broke T.T

2007-02-16T10:23:00.000+08:00

well happy belated valentine's day~ sorrie, i wasnt free enough to actually post on that day itself or the day after as i was busy.. not with dates! SOMEONE didn't wanna go out~ lol! you noe who you are. i dun have to tell you! ANIHOO~ i am now in school so i dun have much time to actually post and stuff like that. i just thought i should post before people start complaining that i dun post at all.. aniwaes~ i realised i said that a lot.!!. does that look familiar. lolz! aniwaes. i wish all the people who are taking back their a levels results and i hope it will be good..
oh~ i think ill finally tell my results to those of you who dunno the actual results and those who were told differently. i scored 15(: yay~ happy day huh?! hopefully i can get the poly course i wan.. but i might not be able to. well pray lo

2007-02-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

hmm. well. the results are officially out. i did decent i guess. considering i was managing both ITE and O's simultaneously. i would say im quite proud of myself for actually managing to get a good result. whereas for the actual numbers. i ain't going to say. onli a few people noe because they were the first few(: blehx~ and maybe some others ill say because i feel that they should noe. but people like TBL, that one dun need to say(: haha~ well i will have to make this short as i am currently doing a project on a website database on airplanes. sounds so cool~! haha! well, to burst all those with high expectations. it is NOT a single digit. so quit depressing me! the current people who noe are probably going to increase quite a bit because i kinda told the queen of gossip herself.. you noe who you are! (: well so i think even TBL will find out sooner or later. well i have to go. some nice person is treating me to dinner. haha~ at least its nice to noe im appreciated by SOME of my friends. and fyi my L1R5 is above 20 so no jc for those who were considering of asking. i have elated friends who are annoying me with their oh so great scores. arrr~ well ja~ mata ne.

2007-02-04T08:26:00.000+08:00

i decided its time for a change of colour of font(: yay! haha.. im soo busy nowadays.. goodness! projects and what not.. haix! im losing my social life.. how pathetic isnt it? well aniwaes.. my laptop is now officially 1 week old! yay~ lol! does anyone have any nice ideas on a short animation? im stumped -.-! save mee~ hahaha! well just like the previous ones.. this will also be short till like maybe end of february.. (this update was forced by an annoying bum who visits my blog.. his initials are TBL) (~~The Bloody Loser~~) kidding(: well im gone~ buhbuai!

2007-01-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

heyy! boo! im lame bored and retarded.. in school now and TRYING to listen to mr darni.. cool name ritex! but my ears arent listening and my eyes are drooping.. zzz~ plus i have a fren looking at me type.. "hi" thats his shout out to the world.. cool~ -.-"! retarded! worse than me! "btbtkttktkbkkbtk" hes a beatboxer.. must apologise for the "word" pollution.. well im in class so honestly i cant actually blog for long.. im just here to post just in case i dun do it when i get home.. i think ill stop here for now.. maybe continue later..

2007-01-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

hello~ its me again! haha.. im typing this post on my new laptop(: yay! i finally have one.. going to do all my work on my laptop from now on~ no more lousy stupid computers with RavMonLog virus (which btw affected my computer... ~~damn~~ them) aniwaes! ya.. momentous occasion.. finally a laptop for me to work and do stuff on.. maybe i can play games on it as well.. haha! lucky me now! well i cant realli make a long post because i am having a meeting with elders of the world.. (family gathering..) well see you all~ buhbuai(:

2007-01-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

haha~ well.. i actually just went out with stephhy, angie, val, elias and thomas.. realli weird mix isn't it? lol! but yeah.. it does happen when frens collide.. aniwaes! it was a realli messy day.. because i travelled all over because of all the stuff that was going on and not meeting up and then finally meeting up.. it was realli confusing but in the end i got to see stephhy in a dress!! wahahah! you look good in one kaes! and not onli prom bimbos wear dresses! (: not that i stand up for bimbos but dresses just look good on girls.. that sounds both stereotyped and sexist.. hmmm! we met one of elias' frens too! i dun remember his name but i noe he acts in the chinese 7 o clock show.. (and me being horrible with the names of chinese shows) i think its yin huo chong de meng? the guy is Situ Bi (STUPID!) hehehe~ so evil! xD oh well hmm~ oh ya! angie.. despite all the changes we say you have made whether it was intentional or the times, ~YOU ARE STILL YOU~ (:.. nothing will change that so dun be so conscious about it(: your frens will love you no matter who you become(: people may change but their natures dun.. yay! i sound so profound.. well that was yesterday~

TODAY!! I RAN MACRITCHIE AFTER SO LOONG~ (: but my body and stamina cannot take it.. lol! weeeakkk! seriously sad though.. i got exhausted from running the distance of lornie road.. pathetic huh?? hmm then we played frisbee in the rain.. lol! crazy and fun~ its a rare moment that i spend with my family so i guess i will treasure it... my family realli never congregate together.. even for dinner! which is realli sad but thats how the wheel turns(: we just make do~ aniwaes.. then we came home to watch a bit of starship troopers(watched it so many times!! and its super ~~gross~~ (i dunch lyk dat word~) ....i cant do it!! haahahhaahaha! twit language is so not my style.. sorrie jo xD

(i wanna go ice skating.. sniff sniff)

2007-01-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

ooh~ its a wednesday! haha.. just celebrated my brother's bdae~ well not realli just! its actually been a while! today! i almost fell asleep in class! wee~ because i haven't slept much yet! thanks god for concealers! i love them.. they are my best friend~ besides people who i love(: and of course those who love me(: ANIWAES~ those who are good at chinese.. try saying this realli fast.. 不之不之卡之之卡之卡不卡卡不之卡. this is actually a beatboxing phrase! congratz! you have just learnt a new beatbox sound! now try to say it all 4 times.. its not that easy! well actually it might be after you get the hang of it!~ lolz! (this was stolen from MK, his nickname in msn(: shhh!) well, nothing much realli happens! im working on an assignment to test the limits of my VB skills.. lol! god looking at it makes me tired.. well gotta go~ the assignments draws me~ ooh! creepy! -.-"! ja ne~

2007-01-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

ooh! im here again and just did a medical! woo! medical with like needle poking and blood sapping kind! so totally wicked~ did i mention they drained my blood! mee! MY BLOOD!! im going to diee~ well enough of the drama.. i went with a mission! to prove to my totally retarded, lacking in common sense, brainless, dumb sister o' mine that you wont die from a medical(which she o' so believes because she fears needles) needle-phobia! and she makes a big deal~ who here is afraid of needles? lolz! well anwiaes, nothing other than that realli happens... the usual, i go to school, i eat, i sleep, i use the computer, i msg hun when she actually replies-.-"!, i play badminton till my arm goes sore.. yeah! the usual kinda stuff~ oh! i visited my blog and then onli realised i used a different colour for my previous post.. scroll down but i already changed it so no biggy(: stephhy! you! yes you! how dare you say my blog no life when you deleted yours! thats like soooooo evil! bitchy! mean! lousy! ...im running out of ideas~ well i have to make this short.. much to do and little time.. plus! i have projects to do and assignments i am already late in handing up.. lolz! oops? well ja ne! mata atode~

2007-01-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

ello! i noe im like super super late for an update~ its onli been 2 weeks *blink blink* ooh lala! thomas big deal, a house? i have one too~ lolz! i get my house all for myself till the end of my life! how cool is that?! can call frens over to party~ whee! no guys though!! (: girls onli! wahahaha~ so bitchy -.-"! aniwaes, hope everyone enjoyed their first week of school! i wanna learn hip hop(: sooo cool! i can onli pop! i wanna learn locking then combine them both! so so so cool! aniwaes, honestly nothing much has happened this past week.. besides the fact that xta and i talk more regularly.. realli wonder how that happened~ oh and my brother has a new girlfriend~ lolz! my goodness! what a flirt.. he gets 2 girlfriends in the time i get 1! im like how faithful, loyal, trustworthy, kind, sweet and all that(dunno how the other bit came out ^.^) jojo dun visit my blog anymore.. angie too~ so sad.. no more people visiting me! and stephanie wong jia min~ i wanna reemphasize on the fact that your blog changed again!! whats wrong with you woman! can you not stay in a single blog -.-"! stupid jia min(: yeah i noe your chinese name? wanna find out how? ill tell you some other time! (: but yu hui still funnier(: she doesn't visit the blog so i can suan that woman too~ wahaah! randomness.. well its like past 1 and i have church tmr.. buhbuai see you!

2006-12-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS! (: haha! its that time of the year again.. but guess what i dun have many gifts to give because i didn't shop! wee~ since i dun receive many either! evil people~ all dun give me gifts! and kat has paid me a special visit~ haha! welcome back my dear girl! hope you had fun.. your post is alwaes so chim~ lol! why would you wanna see the stars as you descend.. that bored? lolz! aniwaes, its xmas and i onli just came back from a night out with the guys..and girl! (: they all got drunk high and wasted.. totally! you should have seen them.. they were realli out~ but jac was so not drunk which was so not fun! well i guess she wont get drunk so easily.. but i was super busy yesterday.. out since morning till i came back next morning.. i almost died i tell you! ALMOST! well its going to be a short post cause its xmas day and i wanna hang out! buhbuai~ be good.. who got coal?! tell me~ i wan to laugh a bit(:

2006-12-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

tired and bored now but i have to continue with the journey of malaysia with the beast and the mutant(: i wont use capitals anymore.. haha~ aniwaes, we realli kept walking and walking for a long time then when we had nothing to do we end up staying in the hotel suite(: playing dai di~ or however you spell it.. we actually got lost inside a mall! lol! the exit was like not anywhere.. weird shopping mall.. then we realised that the exit was in the most ulu place of all, some corner where there is no indication whatsoever on it.. i tell you its weird! malaysians have the weirdest architectural designs.. except for the petronas towers! that was cool(: well we realli walked a lot because of the fact we got lost in the mall and then walked further down to that "entertainment" area! i didn't go in! i swear!! (: then we went to times square which is a huge mall some 13 stories high.. lol! then there was some carolling performance by croatians! they were cute((: then we found out later they were staying in our hotel when we met them while swimming but the mutant was afraid to go near them and didn't wanna go anywhere.. so we were stuck smack dab in the middle and not moving anywhere because mutant didn't wanna go over to talk and didn't wan to swim and the beast would have scared them all the way back to the hotel.. did i mention they had hot figures.. life is unfair isnt it? all the liposuction and plastic surgery!!! lolz! no im just kidding~ well we swam for 5 hours in the freezing cold water with chilling spine wind.. you noe the waters were so cold that my fingers became numb! frosted numb! beast smacked my fingers and i didn't feel a single thing! how freaky! aniwaes, we got out and went back to the hotel room for guess wad! a cold shower! my goodness.. oh right! the reason why mutant is called mutant is because he bathes in cold water no matter what the temperature.. how freaky is that~ so i tried it for one time and ended up being a popsicle(: but it was quite addictive so i continued.. but honestly you kinda miss the cold water! honestly the joy of the trip was just having the company of the 2 of them.. realli appreciate them loads! all the comical jokes and the oh-so-intelligent words from the beast! and the lame humour that comes from the mutant.. and all the retarded lines from the freek(: well imma stop here for now.. see you all~

2006-12-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

hmm.....TADAIMAAAA~ im back from malaysia.. well it was fun.. had BEAST there to entertain us(: then MUTANT was there to show us his insane ability to bathe in cold water while in an aircon room.. BEAST realli is one! he eats A LOT! and sleeps a lot! and is BUTT UGLY~ (: and hes malaysian!! wahahahah! countryist~ or however the MUTANT created that word.. we "zenned" a lot! such a cool word~ zen!y(: well.. for those of you who kept hounding me looking for me.. dun blame me! blame starhub.. i couldn't receive any of those messages and such.. realli stupid isn't it? well i did some shopping but most of the time we walked around.. oh! we went to an entertainment area on a map and it turned out to be a night club! lol! so thats what those malaysians do eh?! heehee~ i noe there are those who complain about me updating.. sorrie i couldn't say about the malaysia trip before i left.. i didn't have the time due to all the stuff that i had to do simultaneously~ but it was a fun outing! had MUTANT and BEAST there with me.. beware of MUTANT~ he sleeptalks about "uploading" wooo~ scary thought! he scared the BEAST~ lolz! oh oh! and then the funniest thing is that they shared a towel without even knowing~ eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~ it was sick i tell you.. lucky i took a bed alone(: quite comfortable too you noe?! well, we stayed on the 40th floor in a suite! how cool is that! a STUDIO SUITE~ it is a sweet suite~ (: im godly tired from the ride back.. my mom deserves the hoots! she drove us all the way back in under 4 hours.. i thought for sure it would take 5 hours with the travel distance.. she the man!! (: aniwaes, this is a short post for the lazy royal one wants the bed(: missed it sooooo sooooo much~ nitex

2006-12-16T03:04:00.000+08:00

oooh~ well its been 10 days already!~ lolz (: aniwaes! i have no clue why im awake at this ungodly hour but i guess i just cant sleep after all the excitement and adrenaline of yesterday~ emceeing is truly fun when you have a great crowd.. work the crowd! (: well, it was my end of year partayy~ so much fun.. i think i just wanted to die when it all ended.. i was soooo tired! but then i suddenly woke up again! well, now its finally my school holidays.. but its like onli for such a short time.. sad isnt it! well my blog dying a bit already eh.. i have no time to manage and im going overseas to malaysia on monday.. anyone wan to come along! must pay though~ ): but its a suite we are staying at! STUDIO SUITE! can you believe it~ hahaha... in KL!! THE HEART OF SHOPPING IN THE END OF YEAR MEGA SALEE~~ BANZAIIIIII~ well i tried all week to get people to go and now finally my work has paid off and i found a couple of people.. was hoping for more but i guess this will do just great too! we have hair-less and barbarian(: hairless barbarian.. lol! thats an interesting mix.. well i dun realli have much to blog about.. maybe i will have more to talk about when i come back from malaysia.. if anyone wants anything from malaysia then better tell me kaes.. and preferably before i leave the country(: hun, do you wan anything? i give you first priority(: i'm like so totally biased~ aniwaes, i better go sleep.. oh no! im getting hungry! there's nothing at this hour! omigoodness~ i'm HUNGRY!! i go find snacks(: buhbuai~

2006-12-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

heyy~ its been a while no(: well yesterday i did something bad.. i skipped school and went clubbing.. lol! well i didn't skip school on that day.. i skipped the next day of school(today)! how evil of me.. i club yesterday, skip today and have an exam tmr(: boy how fun! but MoS needs a bit of help.. the groove section lacks so much space that everyone has barely enough space to move and its like so retarded! i cannot believe how annoying those malays there were.. they keep pushing and pushing.. seriously annoying! haix.. but after a while i was able to get enough space to dance! whee~ my frenz didn't wanna come all the way in with me! but i got to noe some people though(: hahaha! my frenz smacked me around after i finally came out of that den! saying how lucky i was to dance with so many girls.. lolz! he was so funny! he tried to pick up this girl and got rejected.. then he tried her fren and also got rejected.. so crazy! i didn't even try and ~~i got one!~~ lolz! shhh. if he finds out.. he will kill me! but we stayed there till like 4 am? lolz! so exhausted after that.. i think my arms rubbed against too many people.. its got bruises ): i wont complain about the girls(: but the guys realli were violent.. one person actually fell down because of the pushing.. can you believe it! so rude right?! oh MoS is devided into 2 areas.. the Arena where bands and REALLI REALLI REALLI REALLI loud music is played.. and Smoove where the hip hop is held.. Arena was crazy loud music.. but the bands that were playing prior to the loud music was great! a lot of local bands! and one band from australia too! then this was a nokia sponsor kinda party.. so people like joakim gomez, jasmine tye and paul twohill were there... super funny.. paul twohill got thrown in the air while a band was being played.. and the bouncers stepped in to stop it! it was hilarious.. but seriously, the bands were good.. if onli the music didn't make me deaf!

oh!! i got drunk.. badly drunk! horribly drunk! nastily drunk!~ you get my drift.. nasty~ i didn't puke though! lolz! i thought for sure i would after that bacardi! i admit.. i am a horrible drinker! i CANNOT drink to save my life.. it was some 40% bacardi.. yea yea i noe.. onli 40%! i realli cannot ): we actually drank before we entered MoS! then i dun realli remember what happened for that first bit.. when i woke up a bit more.. i was with my frenz outside looking for another fren.. so fuzzy for that period.. (hope i didn't do anything O:) well i think i would be fine(: well aniwaes drank drank drank and then party party party.. so after all that activity.. HUNGRY!! so we went macdonalds!! got to love that 24hr macs! whee~ i swear after i ate.. i was realli certain i was going to puke.. the alcohol didn't go down all the way.. so all my food i bought ended up like near my throat.. i realli thought i was going to puke.. thankfully i didn't.. oh! those 3 idols were also at macs with us(: i remember one girl walked up to paul and said "can i touch your hair?" i tell you.. all of us laughed soooo hard! omigoodness.. well that girl must have been 16 or something! so retarded! well aniwaes.. i think i better stop for now.. i still have to study for my exam you noe! i have been fooling around too much(: cannot afford to fail this semester or i might be in trouble!

2006-12-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

well.. i guess i have returned to my blog after some good number of weeks.. and still im busy as crazy! but i guess today a miracle happened.. i talked to someone i never thought i would be every able to talk to again.. cheryl desiree chan! lol! i just chatted with her for a short while but at least its good to noe that i can still talk to her.. she was hating me for a while, i guess she stopped hating me enough to let me start talk to her (: i got a new friend! hahaha.. aniwaes, nothing much realli happens.. just that some people are going on holidays and mission trips leaving me all alone.. thats quite depressing.. but at least someone is going for a mission trip so i guess i cannot complain.. then this someone comes back just in time to go for another holiday.. zz! sure is lonely.. all i can do now is pray.. and pray hard! well aniwaes, nothing much else to update about currently.. and kai~ i will look for you kaes?! at night! when your father is home! i will shout KAIII~~~ (:

2006-11-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

haix.. had a small tiff with parent and feel like ~~shit~~! i feel like killing her but at the same time i feel indebted.. i guess its a good thing she doesn't noe my blog or i wouldn't be able to write it out(: long story short, big argument, i lost out. buhuhu~ oh well, i noe that sooner or later she will realise something.. so till she does, it will be like so..
aniwaes, so yea its the end of the papers and i dun feel as happy as i thought i would be.. back to ITE now though... oh well, i guess its just obvious that it would have happened.. but at least i get to see my friends soon.. so boring recently! and hun alwaes seems to be preoccupied.. no time for me *sniff sniff* kidding(:
i wan my "date"! well i dun think i feel like posting much, so boring and so tiring to argue with parents.. i will like realli feel dead.. ill go hang from a rope~

2006-11-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

oooh!~ i just saw something very dangerous and interesting.. a fight in a coffeeshop! between a girl and a guy.. my goodness! first its verbally.. next thing you noe, the GUY is throwing glass cups and bottles at the GIRL! what is the world coming too.. they were speaking in hokkien so i dun realli understand.. except for the vulgarities they kept spewing.. everyone suddenly started running away from him.. so funny! then that stupid guy picked my cup and wanted to throw it...but he was stupid! he took my HOT MILO and carried it around swinging it, and scalded himself -.-"! and then he dropped my cup!!!! ~~bitch!~~ oops! haha.. aniwaes, so mad! spilling my drink! well at least its good to noe that all you need is 70cents to stop a fight.. he dropped the cup and walked away.. she called the police and i scatter(: dun wanna see the aftermath..well aniwaes, nothing much else happened! o's over and thats the good thing! now can paint the town red(: fun funn funny! well ill end for now

Trusting people is great
Trusting people is fun.
But trusting you, I cannot do
Because of what you've done.

2006-11-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

ILL NEVER TRUST ANYONE EVER AGAIN~ *sniff sniff* all hope is lost.. i just wasted my life doing o's again! nothing has changed.. i put my faith and hope in my friends and its alwaes broken.. if im not supposed to have frenz then ill live with that! i dun wanna believe in them anymore! i feel so stupid.. all my life i believed that my frenz are important to me.. and nothing is better than having frenz but now i see that frenz are just a superficial means to happiness and can never truly make me happy! i give up~ i cant do this anymore.. buhbuai

2006-11-16T07:56:00.000+08:00

heyy~ just thought ill come in the morning to make a short post before i go for my *gulp* amaths paper 2! im like so totally exhausted~ maybe i shouldn't have stayed up last night to play games(: haha! oh well i made a PROMISE so i guess i have to KEEP them.. aniwaes! my exams are almost over.. my days of happiness will soon arrive(: haha! oh and one more thing! I AM NOT GOING OUT WITH ANYONE~ well not yet.. so quit flooding my tagboard! stephhhyy~ you started all of this! i'm going to bonk your head! (: hun is a nickname to a friend! its identity concealing which is oh-so efficient! hun you still owe me a date! hahaha! and now you owe me for that number too~ i'm like being so evil.....but i like it! i think i'll like go sleep for another 20 minutes since my paper was pushed back to 9.. (thanks bush!)

p.s. remind me to never raise my expectations too high.. i will definitely get hurt.. will i ever be able to trust people wholeheartedly.. haix! i ask for too much~ well off to dreamland and thanks bush!

2006-11-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate it till it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're alwaes right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate the way you make me laugh,
Even more so when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way i dun hate you,
Not even a little bit, not even at all.

sorrie.. i dun feel like posting for a while.. i wanna be alone for now.. i promise ill come back! till then, im sorrie!

2006-11-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

People people~ can we all just get along ? quit spamming my tagboard! well i am half way through my o's as of today! 6 papers down, 7 more to go! but today was surely long... but at least physics was easy (: i scored full marks for section B (: im so happy! finally an achievement! well, nothing much else happening... sitting at home! oh i was studying earlier and totally ignored everyone, so to those i ignored.. sorrie (: its geog tmr so its a bit scary.. human geography is like so long winded.. well hun wants me to make a long update but i cant seem to be able to do so.. i just dunno what to post! and you telling me you are bored aint helping (: ohhh! today i talked to sharon for the first time in a long long long time.. i think the last time i talked to her was sometimes around after angie.. around that period of time (: but then i stopped talking to her for soo long! well, if i were to do daily updates i could alwaes do the same thing (: "sat in a stuffy hall with no air con, writing on some crummy paper which holds my future." if i wrote that another 7 more times .. my papers would end (: well my house just went through major revamp ! oooh.. because! we have a new gadget!! i am not going to say what it is but girls will love it and guys will think its cool... so hun whenever you wanna try it (: lol! there is a secret to the gadget (: AND ITS NOT A SEX MACHINE to the idiots who keep thinking it is.. (: ill stop now so hun can read before she complains she is bored again.. sakuko kobayashi... you noe that your name is a shop ? lol! well signing out (:

2006-11-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

heyy~ realli short update today.. ookaes! i changed the url of 2 of my citizens (: ~~TiNx~~ and Kaii~.. ya! oh and today was the first paper of my o's! it starts with lit! i tell you one thing about lit.. it sure as ~~hell~~ makes my hand hurt! well kinda going on the no vulgar words diet (: so i have to cross that one out! well just short and sweet (: heyyyy~~

2006-10-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

And today! there is a special! As today is the ...

~FUN FACT FILES OF HAYASHI MIKU~

well yea! today i'm lucky to be alive! i took a bus ride from my house to clementi (173) and i think that was the COOLEST bus ride ever! must thank the bus driver for being a "jerk" and a person who is "fast and sharp" i flew a number of times! i thought that my arm would fall off or something! it was like so totally freaky! the onli thing i could be happy about was that if he jerked a bit more.. this realli realli hot girl would have ended up in my arms (: but other than that, it was realli crazy! i pity the people who travel with him back to bukit batok! oh! this guy loves to honk.. realli impatient and will not compromise at all! some car in front has to travel all the way back to let him through while he onli has to travel a short bit and he refuses to backtrack! thats like so uber totally bitchy!~ on the bright side i made it to clementi in record time of about 10 minutes! the downside was that i almost lost my life in this one realli realli cool bus ride! ~~(the driver is indian!)~~ IM NOT BEING RACIST BUT HE IS (:

well enough of fact files (:

back on to life story!! today i was emceeing at ITE Simei! Campus is HUGE.. but the people and teachers there are like so totally ~~unfriendly~~ uninteresting! not fun at all~ my teachers are still the best! yay peiwen jie jie~~ whooooo! (was paid to say that!~) (: i dunno but i think im high after finally finishing the event.. ITE Global Education Seminar 2006! SOUNDS SO COOL~~ ...but its not! but the founder of 77th street was speaking.. she talks reallli realllli long! and i got a $5 voucher for being an emcee~ how cool is that ? but i got to meet a realli great and funny girl by the name of One Soldier (: Yi Jun! dun kill mee~ aniwaes, she is my co-emcee! we both made loads of blunders due to time constraint and major changes here and there! it was realli chaotic i tell you! And all i wore was a bathrobe! thats right?! a yukata! can you imagine you stand in a room where the temperature is somewhere near 18 with nothing but a bathrobe on when you are standing under the ventilation!! well all in all it was fun.. got to meet people like louis, jason, karen, ghee hean, bryan and teachers like subra and zaleha! looks like my ite life is going to get even more interesting!~ well i think ill stop rambling for now.. have to do some last minute (i realli mean last minute) work for my o's starting in 2 days! wish me luck (: mWaa!~ rAWR!~ *gRiNz* (:

2006-10-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

today was official "sit at home and rot my life away before my o's" day (: it sure was eventful.. had norman and thomas over and STONED!! (: waste of time.. and now i got a stupid person in my room trying to play the guitar like a er hu? i dun even noe what hes doing.. updating will be like so totally rare from now till 20th nov.. cuz i have to study (: well nothing realli much happened today.. honestly!! watched norman sleep on my bed for ages.. wont get up!! stupid oily face boyyy~ (: evil bitch! well im gonna stop here before i die from getting smacked (:

2006-10-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today! Science practical day! it was both easy and difficult.. S: but i forgot to state a 2 in the answer.. i hope they dun minus too many marks for stuff like that... i need my prac to do well if i wan any hope of scoring well for science this year... oh well.. nothing much else happened.. so was the quiz fun? did you enjoy laughing at the stupidity of the quiz.. and if you ever get the "because i couldn't control myself" do tell me! wait!! onli if you are a girl (: im going highhhh~~ blogging is so amusingly funny and dumb at the same time.. oh!! i noe in class yesterday, pei wen jie jie was teaching the basics of a using a notepad to do html coding.. that was so much like blogging.. its so funny! though my blog used to be done by the courtesy of jo jo.. that kinda thing doesn't happen anymore.. i wonder how long more must we feud.. i realli dun feel like having one with anyone now.. i just wanna be friends with the world (: well i'm not going to brood over it.. its over and long gone.. nothing i say can or will reverse the situation to what it was before.. sounds like a reverse line of a police man (: well aniwaes i think ill stop here for now.. i have to go read up on my geography before the exams! oh! thanks zhang.. your notes saved my life big time (: mWaa~~

2006-10-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

A fun quiz for the bored to do.. (:
Pick the month you were born:
January--I kicked
February--I loved
March--I smoked
April--I humped
May--I choked on
June--I murdered
July--I did the Macarena with
August--I had lunch with
September--I danced with
October--I sang to
November--I yelled at
December--I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a Mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------my cell phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19-------myself
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25--- ----a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an ipod
29-------a permanent marker
30-------a llama
31-------A homeless guy

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White----------because I'm cool like that!
Black-----------because that's how I roll.
Pink------------because I'm NOT a homosexual.
Red------------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want !
Green---------because I hate myself.
Purple---------because I'm cool.
Gray----------because I was drunk.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars.
Orange-------because I hate my family.
Brown--------because I was high.
Other-------because I'm a ninja.
None--------because I cant control myself!

hmm.. courtesy of tinx (: its a fun simple quiz for people to laugh at?! i'm not telling you mine so go figure it out.. i pity april borned babies.. well, enjoy this most amusing quiz for humour sake..

2006-10-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

THE FUN FACT FILES OF PRINCESS / HAYASHI MIKU-CHAN

guess wad?! its the fun fact files!? today was an especially stupid day.. 2 interesting events happened and it was hilarious! well for thomas and i it was funny (:

THREATENING A DRINK VENDING MACHINE
cool right?! thomas and i threatened a drink vending machine?! THREATENED IT! you noe with wad? YOUTUBE?! lolz?! it started at the queensway bus stop.. the one outside the oh so famous sports shops.. but aniwaes, there was a drink vending machine there.. so i put in 2 1dollar coins and bought the bottle for 1.70!! shocked?! (F5) (: then thomas decided to get a drink but had no coins.. he put in a dollar coin and a 20cent coin.. then he needed 50cents.. so i gave him to put it in.. the coin GOT EATEN!?!! so i gave another, and it got eaten again?! i think i gave about 4 50cent coins and they all got eaten.. so decided forget it.. dun buy a drink! so we waited for 61 to come home.. then so amazingly interesting was that we stood behind the vending machine and started randomly talking about the drink machine eating coins and the stupid idea that someone is inside there taking the coins (: (stupidity and dumbness rules) (: then we said we should put it on youtube.. and a whole lot of stuff related to youtube.. aniwaes! then i said why not just go buy a drink.. my friend put in the dollar coin and then it said 2 dollars were inside.. so he "returned" the coins out and got 2 dollars.. we did it again and this time we got all the money out.. (including the money I paid for MY drink) so in the end, we had 2 drinks for 1.70! threatening a drink vending machine with youtube is sure interestingly effective.. how youtube has become so powerful.. (:

BULLIED ON A BUS, BY THE BUS
this one is dumber than the other.. this is already on the 61 coming home.. it was quite a crowded bus and there was no place to sit so we just stood up and waited.. then the bus swerves left and right, dunno why or for wad reasons?! but then the bus started swerving and cuts started appearing on my hand and arms?! thomas also had some marks on him too?! it was bizarre.. and every time to bus turns a corner, it swerves and more marks appear?! i think when i got off the bus.. i became a tiger with loads of stripes on my arms.. but honestly i dun realli mind because i got a basketball (: yay?! i finally got a basketball! i can play now (: except for the fact that my ankle isnt fully healed.. buttt~~ who caress (: well i have to stop here now.. i got to prepare all the stuff for my school that starts tomorrow! i like bullying drink vending machines (:

2006-10-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

Guess wad?! Today was wayy funn~ i went to town with like my 2 besties and it was a blast! it was supposed to be 4 of us in total but one of our frenz came wayy late! so it was like the 3 of us till about 6? S: we did the usual routine of town.. walk around, see shops, see more shops and look out for any wandering pretty face/body (: SOOO~~ it was the same.. till our new best fren appeared, and it was called helium! it was realli so so fun~ we found people giving out balloons outside wisma, and you noe what our first reaction was? omigoodness~ it can fly?! so we took a balloon and untied it.. then breathing in the helium and started speaking! it was WAYYY cool and fun?! both norman and shaun also went on shopping frenzies, and i became a shopping bag carrier.. im being used!!! ): but aniwaes, it was real fun. oh and sorry i took so long to reply messages to anyone i messaged.. i cant use my phone properly.. (: never was good at sony ericsson.. oh! then finally our fren came and then we decided to watch the movie you, me and dupree! its a funny show but the onli problem is that its more love than comedy.. i guess my frenz and i were hoping to laugh more than a few lines of stupidity.. but it was all good (: well i think thats all im updating for now because i am so dead tired! out for the entire day, left the house at about 8? and now i return at about 12? oh fun (: 16 hours having fun.. i wonder what happened to o's! haix.. well i best be off now.. i a..m s..l..e..e..p.. (:(:

2006-10-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

School break ends soon and soon the results but my mind is more worried about you.. I dunno why but it just seems to be that way.. Getting to noe you better was like coming up for fresh air, you saved me when i was drowning.. For that i am truly thankful~

ookaes?!? enough mushy-ness! but aniwaes, going out soon.. so tiring you noe?! yesterday i came back late at night, today leaving about now and coming back late, and tomorrow i have to wake up early to go to church to do ushering~ my life is quite hectic ya?! but oh well, i got a chocolate wafer from ling ling~ (: thankes! this is going to be another short update and thomas lim~ when you decide to cancel your dumb pop up problem then tell me.. ill wait (: (: OH?! right! science practicals, i almost forgot! hee! aniwaes, yang sheng?! your fault.. you never tell me where to meet you! if i fail science, it will be on your conscious?! well i have to get ready to get going.. my hair is still not chopped yet bling bling (: dun complain... too much!

happy advanced burfdae to AYU-CHAAAANNN~~

2006-10-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

heyy~~ my computer is up and running again! how is everyone? well recently nothing much happened.. i have onli returned home not too long after being at btp searching.. sorrie hun! haha.. i noe you will kill me for keep apologizing but i realli feel bad.. aniwaes, i was supposed to go for my night classes today but then i didn't feel too well so i decided to stay at home... now realli feel a bit ill.. think ill go rest up! nitex everyone (: (like my smile~)

2006-10-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

ookaes~ a very short update / apology.. my computer is currently dead and gone so please do not expect any updates till i get it running again.. and the apology shout out goes to jo jo.. who i dun think will see my blog after the incident but ill say it aniwaes so that everyone else will at least noe (:

if you truly believe that i forgot your bdae then i realli cant say very much but if you noe me well enough then you would noe the real reason why i had not wished your birthday.. however honestly if you can get so petty and frustrated over just a birthday wish and my not wishing then i guess thats just the extent of our friendship.. if our friendship is so superficial then i have realli no more comments about it.. hope you would actually take the time to reason your purpose for hatred but if you realli dun wish to do so.. then i guess this will be the end of our friendship.. this isn't realli much of an apology but its the best i can do for something as trivial as a birthday when i have o's and studies to worry about.. i dun wish thomas his birthday and we can still be friends.. i realli dunno why you blew up over something like this.. but ill just leave it as this since im sure you could care less!~ fare thee well..

love is just a game
and goes to the highest bidder..
and soon the love will die
but emotions and passion dun fade
and neither will mine..

2006-09-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

Heyy~ Its been a while.. i am like so totally broke now.. spent a whole lot of cash with my friends on friday and saturday.. Billy Bombers rocks~ But its so expensive.. Guys dun take your girls there.. they probably could onli finish a kid's meal~ Its THAT Big! I ordered some fish and chips.. they gave 3 huge fishes~ Obviously the price is a bit high but its still a lot.. Soft drinks have unlimited refills~ haha!! So cool~ aniwaes, not many people actually remembered my bdae.. Seems like onli a few actually remembered.. shaun and norman.. first 2 (they were with me) from the sms, justina, thomas and michini~ and my CG celebrated it today! So thats 3 days... wooo~ oh the funniest thing was that my sister told me "Waynee~ i haven't gotten your bdae gift, so can i give it to you next week.." so then i told her.. "Sure! Your bdae is one week before christmas ritex? can i give yours 1 week late and give both christmas and your bdae as one gift?" xD so cheeky ritex?! Lolz! But aniwaes, i never expected angie to remember my bdae cuz she wasn't with me already when it came to my bdae.. lolz! But i never expected that ling wouldn't noe.. sad~ but i guess its fine! bling arhx?! how come you never wish me also~~ akaike-chaan~ youu toooo!!!! sniff sniff.. all my other friends never wish me either.. haha~ unless i am unlucky enough to get them on christmas.. well im kinda busy at the current moment since my family wants to make teppanyaki for dinner while being entertained by the singapore idols.. how great is that? i get to be entertained by the idols on my bdae party.. and my sisters bdae is tmr~ Lolz! how quaint! mata ne?!

watashi wa anata suki. anata wa orewa suki?
aitai ima yasashii kimi ni kissu. tokimeitara ranman koi shiyo
mirai yori mo, ima ga kanjin.
maybe you're my love.

2006-09-16T05:30:00.000+08:00

heyyy! i noe its like insanely early but my alarm clock went off for some stupid reason~~ now i cant go back to sleep! so i decided i would just post a nice short simple one.. im gonna meet my friends later for some badminton.. fun~ but the problem of today comes in the afternoon.. my mom has a meeting and then she wants our family to babysit my sister... all of us are going out so i dunno who can do it... oh and i heard that my sister is on commercials~~ miracles do happen i guess =) did you noe water chestnut and sugar cane taste good when mixed? lolz! randomness of the morning~ im on a highhh~~~~~~~~ and my hun is ignoring me!! zzzz... but good luck to all jc year 1s mugging for promos! good luck! i am not gonna name you all 1 by 1 or this post becomes royally long =) you noe who you all are~ all the best kaes?! ganbatte!~ akiramenai! im totally nuts now and all with jap for waking up at such at ungodly hour! realli reminds me of secondary school!~ lol! aniwaes i could go on and on but i will stop here.. good morning and go.o..d n..i...t....e....xx~~~

2006-09-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Start of my holidays! But i dun realli get to enjoy it! *sniff* Have to study for my o's! But at least my term for ITE ends... However i dun realli feel like studying like RIGHT NOW!~ Feel like taking a short break but my mom is nagging!~ So annoying! I just finished ITE curriculum and she thinks i'm some robot that can immediately go on to doing o's preparation... And bling bling!! You give me problems! I ask you go see blog, you go spam!~ Evil woman!! Lousy~~ Super tired already... ZzzZZ! Must meet up with yang sheng sometime to go study for o's! Lolz! Must be hard working you noe!~ Hahaha... My mom nagging at me already~ "You play so much then must study more ya?!" "Dun play so much, go study!" "Time is running up already. Cannot keep playing" ........... I play for a bit and i get all these comments! Seriously quite bitchy you noe! Haix... No comments liaox bahx! Oh i play in bootes now just for kicks (sometimes onli) Well, i better go liaox! If my mom nags at me again! Seriously annoyed...

2006-09-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

You noe what! I was going to post something but then just as i wanted to.. I forgot what it was! How sad! I must be getting old... Went out with norman and shaun yesterday and we were all going on about how old we were.. Goodness~ 1 more year and we are 18!! How quick time flies.. If onli it could go back to when i enjoyed life the most... PRIMARY SCHOOL!!~~ Whee~~~ That was realli the best! Not a single care in the world... So joyous and free.. Now i dun even get to enjoy sleep much! Oh! Little man is good but it realli hurts to watch! So many times they get hit in the balls! @@ Painful!! Itai!! Hontou ni itai! Oh! And i bought the same bag i used again! Hahaha~ I'm so rich right?! Lolz! (The power of a washing machine) I need help for my sciences... Can anyone teach me? Or seriously, it would be pointless to do my o's! My prep school teacher is so horrible at teaching that i cant even pay attention! Sniff sniff~~ Amazingly, i actually finally finished my flash product... But for now, I think i will try to post again when i actually remember what i wanted to say...

2006-08-30T07:52:00.000+08:00

Its time to update i guess... Its getting a bit dusty from my lack of attendance to it... For that i apologise to angie and jo who worked so hard to make this for me =)) Realli appreciate all the things you both have done for me even if i never show it... Especially jo to help me change blogskins every now and then... My life is a mess now! Full of stress and everything due to work load and O's and projects all needed to be finished.. I am gonna close in on those dates realli soon... Haix! Stressful! But today's update has a big and important meaning...

This update's main purpose was to highlight the fact that my blog is now finally back online and to the former state it was in.. I have decided to return to my princess calling! Its just too much a part of me to be apart! =)) *gRiNz* One of my bestest of all friends lectured me you noe?! He was like telling me this
"Who you are is not determined by what other people have circumsized on your life but it is the way you want to be! If you liked who you are then there is no reason for you to change just because you dun want any connection with the past. If you chose to have an identity that you like, then stick with it! If being a princess is something that you enjoy more than anything else, then dun let someone just come in and take it away!"
Those words realli opened my eyes because it told me that i can be whoever i wanna be without other peoples thought and comments. And for that, i realli realli thank you! To everyone else who stood by me through this period... I lurve you all loads and thank you! Friends are people who come along the way, not the people that dictate my life! I have learnt that now thanks to you and those who stood by me! Great friends you all are... For those who did not noe then its alright as everything has been put right! yAy! Its fun to be a princess... Lolz! Aniwaes, my O's are coming close so i dun realli have much luxury left... Oh and i got asked to be an emcee?! Of all the weirdest and kookiest ideas.. An emcee? Haix.. But i can't turn it down because Aza said that i have to be because i have talent -.-"! Thats like so obvious right?! I am a princess!~ I speak to my citizens and subjects everyday.. I hold audiences for those who require to see me on a more personal level.. Lolz! But yeah i realli realli wanna thank those who have helped me through this!~ Words cannot express the heartfelt gratitude that arose from words and companionship that came from this... I realli thank this incident as it truly taught me to realise that i have so many great friends who are willing to go out of their way just to make me smile.. I am touched! And i promise that the princess wont be going anywhere anymore... Oh it seems some of you complain that my prior post was confusing to understand? How so? I thought it would be fine in such a manner... And special thanks to phie and kow who stood by to make me laugh during this period! Realli meant a lot even if all you did was more like insult me... Haha!

Aniwaes, yesterday, a group of us went bowling! It was so fun... I never won but at least we had great fun all being together! I lurve my class because we all are just funny people with different traits! That just makes us funny together... I didn't even hit 100.. Dunno what had happened to my previous greatness! Right thomas? Lolz! I wonder if anyone from class remembers thomas still? Do you? I noe bling bling confirm forgot but will act like she remembered! Lolz! I like to bully bling... Dunno why! She short and fat! Like teapot and BOWLING BALL!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAA! oops... I didn't say that! Forgive meee~~ Dun hurt mee...too much!! Ahhh!~~~ Gomeinasai!!!! Yurushite kurasai!!! Anata wa yasashin desu! Lolz! dun understand right? Go ask Ayumi-chan!!! Lolz!

Final note, like most of you who noe me more. I can hate a person but i cannot hold a grudge for anything longer than 3 weeks.. Quite pathetic right?! How to argue with bosses like that!!! Lolz! I cannot hold grudges... And that being said! As expected, I am no longer angry at the person who i fought with and now that i have reinstated my title... I must be fair to everyone of my citizens... For those who do not noe who the person is... Try to remember what has been added back (Or just read the older posts in tags if its still there)! Lolz! But i think i will stop here for today.. Just thought that i should declare my reinstating title and a little shoutout of forgiveness to the one who grieved me so.. See you all~ Do come back soon kaes?!

2006-08-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

Strength of a guy... Guess that is my one weakness... My life and everything around it.. All nothing but an illusion... A showcase of who i'm not... I tried to be who i wanted to be. A facade of strength and friendliness... But i guess acting is realli very much different from the real thing... Love and hate are opposite ends of a coin... But they are the same... I am now stoned and buried beneath the shell of flesh.. Nothing more remains except the a frozen heart. Stilled by the clouds of deceit... Affection has such a cruel nature... I thought we were something, but nothing was as it seemed... I was actually used by the person i tried to use... Irony? No... Irony would be nothing before the pains that cross my inner self... Words that have sunk deep and imbedded, never to remove. You were nothing more than playing me, onli to then forget me and move on... Am i hated by God? Why do i have such pains and sorrow to deal with... Relationships aka the Priority Scrambler... My present self was a self created for the sole purpose to make you happy... But now that is over... Removed from existance shall it become... I am `Princess........... no more`

2006-08-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

No one has visited my blog... So sad!!! No one cares about me anymore~ Noooo~~ Aniwaes... The answer to the riddles... If you don't wanna noe then skip ahead to the next paragraph! The spoilers comes now... The first answer is "Riddle" and the second answer is "Nothing" =)) Both very retarded answers right? Hahaha~~ Realli realli lame...

Well currently while typing this entry... I am supposedly suffering from a windrash... Heard of it before but actually never thought it would happen to me... Haix.. so much for ignorance is bliss!~ Aniwaes... today was totally horrible... Went out with my friends and then while i went to the toilet, i accidentally landed some soap on my pants! And i tell you, i tried to wash it but it left a huge mark of water... And i had to spend the rest of the day telling them that it was WATER WASHING OFF SOAP and not the *censorship =))* that they kept assuming!~ So embarrassing!!!~~ HAZUKASHI DESU!!! Well, that was the dumb lowdown of today besides the fact that i had a chat with xta that i dunno whether it went well or not.. But i guess it doesn't matter aniwaes ritex?! Its all in the past... Time to move on! Since past can't be changed, and future is unknown... Live for today!

OH!! Guess what... Its an EMO POEM!!! So cool! Lolz! For those who lurve emo poems then here is one... Its quite lame/funny/retarded/something/another thing/many other things... Emo poems are so subjective!~ Well for those who lurve this kinda things then here you go:

Never say I love you if you don't really care,
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart,
Never say you're going to if aren't planning to start.
Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie,
Never say hello if you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever then say that you will try.
Please say forever or forever I will cry.

Buhuhuhuu~~~ Cry along with mee~~ Lolz! Aniwaes... I had a chat with feebs today! Chill woman... dun stress so much! Its bad for your health! You will end up looking like me!~~ And i'm sure you don't want that sooooo dun stress so much =)) *gRiNz* Well enjoy your date with the 2 cutest and hottest guys from your school.. Lolz! Actually today, nothing much happened... I just suddenly started talking to one of my friends who i haven't talked to for 6 months... I struck up a conversation and now we are talking normally... How queer is that?! And he asked me to send him an emo sms... Just to cheer a girl up?! Hahaha... Dunno why he believed i have smses of such sorts... He saes thats the lasting impression i left on him -.-"! Dunno whether that is considered good or bad... But i had the perfect one thanks to Xiang Yin.. Lolz! Stupid Fish and water chinese emo that took me ages to understand!! Purposely send me chinese right!! Noe that i cannot read and stil send!! Aniwaes... I noe he doesn't come to my blog so its safe =)) Lolz!! WAhaahahahahh YOU SUCK!! Lolz! Bling dun sabo me~! I got good intuition! Cannot fool me! Well... I think i have spewed enough crap for you all to indulge and scold me for wasting about 5 minutes of your time... But at least it was dumb! Lolz! ookaes... i go liaoz! buh buaiz =))

2006-08-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I just received word that i won 2 tickets to the Starlight Cinema... Lolz! Fun fun!~ So i went to check up a bit more about the cinema and it seems its at the padang! Its like a drive in cinema.. Except we all sit in a bubble! How cool is that?! Not onli that but i also hear that i'm going to batam like during the first week of october! The onli problem with that trip is that i dunno who to ask because i am supposed to ask like 1 or 2 people to come with me... But how many of my friends are actually free and want to travel to batam during that period... Hmmm! So difficult to decide.. But at least the cinemas is kinda settled! Pray that nothing pops up and no last minute issues that will cause you to be not free! Lolz! Oh and for those who wanna go.. Its like 15 bucks per ticket... Its a different movie every night from 20th to 30th of sept! You all remember what is in between those dates right?! If not! To the slaughterhouse!!!~~ Under the axe thou shalt be!~ Lolz! I'm like kinda advertising it because well, my sister is doing some funky stuff for it.. So oh well!~ Aniwaes, the movies are a whole range... Pirates, X2 and 3, MI2 and 3, Ice Age 2, The Break Up. Soooo many different shows nightly... Well, i will be watching the MI 2 and 3... Its on the same night =)) Why not?! Lolz! Oh they also have like live bands and flea markets! So its gonna be realli cool! I think its like from 6pm till 1am? Then if you go with a big group of friends! You can party till next morning! How cool is that?! 15 bucks is a small price to pay to have fun with friends right?! Oh! For more details since i am like so not giving all the details in this... Go check out Urbanwire webby... www.theurbanwire.com

Well off the topic of advertising.. its like so not my field of knowledge! I just finished my english oral! I am like dunno whether i'm screwed or not! I think i realli kinda blew it... Cant realli explain but well what to do... "Life's a bitch, not a beach" quoted from hun, who quoted from her lit teacher. Lit teachers say such stuff? Fun! But aniwaes... If any of you interested to travel to batam, please say kaes?! I dun realli wanna go alone so if you are free and bored and nothing better to do and enjoys being lame... come!!! pleasE?! Lolz! Well... aniwaes! can anyone solve the riddles?! they are tough aren't they?!

2006-08-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Nothing much happened today! I just didn't go for my night class because i still realli feel unwell... So i just stayed home to rest up... Oh well~~ I was just chatting online when xin wei gave me something to do to chase away my boredom. It was a riddle and i finally solved it!! My illness made me take quite a long while but i guess it is still solvable!! So here it is for all you geniuses out there who believe they can solve riddles:

When you dun noe me, i'm everything to you. But once you get to noe me, i'm nothing to you. What am I ?
I am a _______. Some clues to help you along.

1. It is something that is staring at you.
2. It is definable. It can be viewed from many people's perspective and it is not subjective.
3. It is NOT tangible. It can't be literally grasped.
4. It is along the lines of truth, wisdom and knowledge.

Good luck! Its not as hard as it sounds. I made it sound difficult for a reason. Lolz! Well there is an easier one for those who think that i'm killing you all with that! This is much easier and more known:

A rich man doesn't have this, a poor man has this and if you eat this, you will die. What is it? __________.

This one has no clues... Sorrie =)) *gRiNz* Have fun! I think that will be all i will be posting.. Dun crack your heads too hard kaes people! I still wanna see you all =))

2006-08-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Ohaiyo mina-san! Well, as i had so brilliantly expected with my unquestionable intelligence that so brims full with nothing but knowledge, i am still sick... no wait! ill! i'm not sick! i'm ILL!!! I-L-L! well, nothing much today.. went to church and i was an usher =)) i'm a freshman usher... a f-usher? ookaes... nvm that sounds wrong! bad imagery... a freshie sounds nicer than that f-usher! but so common.. i have no clue what i am babbling about so ill just shut up about it... well, nothing much else happened except for the fact that now i have to dress up realli fanciful and have lots of cash and all because of something i said... me and my big mouth! well at least i get to see eunice in a glam dress, so she saes that she has, (i have doubts!) lolz! aniwaes, ate burger king for lunch! shhh! dun let anyone noe... i'm not allowed to eat all that stuff since i'm sick!! hahaha... ahh well! next week is my o's oral! and i have this dumb sickness that wont go away.. must pray that it like holds on thursday!! then it can flood me back on friday.. dun care! as long as i can do my oral without problem, i'm happy! must get a1 you noe!! i got some tough competition to beat! oh and sin yee! its thursday... 24th august is oral exam.. dun scare me kaes! monday then i surely die die!~~ be glad that this sick poor thing here is sitting up to entertain all of you, my dear citizens! lol! well i think ill sign out now... buh buaix.. nitex?!

2006-08-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... So sorrie everyone! I could not update for ages because i was not realli feeling well... Still am sick! I caught some viral infection... Meeps!! (kawaii ver. of eeps =)) ^.^y) Oh well... I don't realli have much to update except that i have slept more in these past few days than i have in weeks... Guess my resistance fell due to late night outings and parties with frenz... But those were fun so thanks guys/gals! But recently, life has been quite dull... All i see are the computer screens in school for projects or the 4 corners of a dumb book that is supposed to end up filling my brain with so-called knowledge! Pathetic ritex? But o's is less than 3 months away... This month is my English Oral... I guess many would say i have no problem with that but its still an exam no? Stress and tension still occur ya?! Haix... oh! and HUN YOU OWE ME A MOVIE AND A DANCE!! =)) *gRiNz* Dun forget kaes?! I wont name you so that you can keep your privacy =)) But you noe who you are! After my o's kaes?! The dance can wait till next year... We do indian dance kaes?! I see if i can do! Lolz! Dun laugh at meee!~~ Well... I cant stay on the computer for too long... My head hurts! Ja-ne mina-san! Ogenki genyo!

2006-07-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Just came back from a most unbelievable occasion! A Scholar's Dance Party, Asean Dance. Hahaha!~ The last place you would expect to find me... But i was there! And it was so fun! I met up with zhang yun and got to noe her frenz! Such funny people! Kat, Feebs, Sam and Shubha! They are realli such funny bunnies! Such a blast.. Then we went swensens for dinner! Made so much noise in swensens too! Extremely loud people!! Talked about anything they could think of! From guys to celebrities and their fake body parts! I think if i laughed any harder, my stomach would die or malfunction! But in the end, i went to the dance with onli zhang kat and feebs because sam and shabha went off! oh well, went to the dance and grand corpthorne hotel! High class! The grand ballroom was huge! Met some of my own friends which i totally didn't expect.. Lolz! But it was realli realli fun! Hip hop dancers, pop dancers! VERY VERY GOOD PERFORMANCE BY NJC! ! I so totally loved the performance! Aniwaes, then they had a rock band and a pop band play some songs! Its so funny... when the rock band started playing, many people left the area... Most dispersed! It was so hilarious! I have like 3 new nicknames! Lolz! Zhang calls me eh! Sam and Feebs both call me woman and Shubha calls me atypical barker boy! Sadly i didn't talk to kat enough to get a new nickname! But the others are funnie =)) *gRiNz* I did hip hop and slow dance too! So fun! Onli had a chance to dance with zhang for the slow dance because kat was preoccupied with fadhli and i didn't wanna disturb.. and feebs hot date came and hogged her for the whole slow dance... they looked so cute together i just couldn't bear to go over and talk! Oh i supposedly have joined the group of girls! Dunno when that happened though?! Lolz! Thank you so much zhang! It was truly a very enjoyable day! Got to meet such great and funky people! Especially feebs! So totally nuts! I think most of them went super high yesterday! Zhang and feebs went SOOO high! i realli didn't get to hang out much with kat because she was just so wanted yesterday! Attention guys... kat is hot! go for it =)) Lolz! But fadhli monopolized her! Lucky guy... just like seb monopolized feebs! It was such a fun night but i am so tired! I think i will try to see if i can make it to the toilet before i sleep while blogging! Lolz! Well... I'll stop here for now... zzZZ!

2006-07-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

Nooooooooo~~~~~ School begins in 12 hours 15 mins and 36 sec (as of now) Dun argue with me! Its true! Oh well... i honestly have not prepared for the MME test so i think i can just say i flunked it... Aiyee~~ Nothing much to post about today though... Went to shop for gifts and such! Then i went to catch the movie Pirates! (FINALLY!) Its so nice! Elizabeth Swan is EVIL!!! Tying a captain to a mast! Hahaha... I'm spoiling the movie for those who haven't watched so i shall just shut up about it to prevent friends from whacking me =)) *gRiNz* Aniwaes... my friend said that the show was bad... because the ending wasnt what he hoped for!?! Unbelievable! I loved the ending... My kinda show =)) *gRiNz* Princess material! Haha... I am supposedly becoming Queen when i hit 21 but i wanna stay a Princess -.-"! So evil! Princess sounds so much nicer than Queen... EWWWWW~~~~ Lolz! I actually have nothing much to post... Probably onli complaining about the fact that school is starting and i haven't actually prepared for my MME and CMO tests... Working more on my O's you noe! That stupid flimsy sheet of paper that many shed sweat and blood over it....well most do i guess =)) *gRiNz* I think i stop here for today.. Short one because i dun realli have much time to post... Time left still school starts tomorrow as of now would be 12 hours and 42 sec left! See you all then =)) Ja-ne Mi-na

2006-07-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! Aren't i early in posting =)) Well loads happened today! Had so many problems that i just dun even noe where to start... You noe that many have relationships, past present or even future. But what happens when you broke up with someone and then now people claim that you are together? Haix... problematic isnt it? Well as usual i was at kap today (like alwaes) and then i met charlotte =)) ellox to you! But then she disappeared quite quickly too so i didn't realli see her for long... Well as i was saying, i was at kap with zhen TOE don dom and then finally dean came... (i asked dean to come quick, he turns up last! -.-"!) No one listens to me ehx? I dun get the respect i deserve for being a senior =)) *gRiNz* Show some respect you juniors.. Lolz! Jo-dan jo-dan... (i'm kidding, i think thats how you spell it =P) Aniwaes, i was like scolding TOE because he had CIP! Lolz! Then he went "NB" all the way... Gan batte Ah-Toe-kun! Akiramenai-des! (try hard TOE! dun give up!) Thanks zhen for coming 45 mins late... Dun worry, it happens to everyone =)) It was realli funny at kap! Don was like uber quiet and like moody and all so we had to leave him alone... Then TOE began his righteous upright moral standard speech while tucking in his uniform and pulled up his pants and socks! Should have video-ed it! It was super funny but TOE looked realli sick! Then to top it off.. he wanted to go to the toilet to style his hair nerd-ishly! But then he went "Nehhhhhhhhh!~~" Lolz! Today was one of the more funnier days of the time i spent in kap! Besides yesterday where TOE and i watch 3 hysterical girls laughing... Guess what they laugh at? Each others laughter -.-"! Whats up with that! Thats like so totally retarded to the point that its lame! Then zhen did the unthinkable... *Censorship rights* =)) *gRiNz* ...TOE and i experienced the pain that gil had to go through before... Then to top it off! She comes and whacks me! Why alwaes me! Am i an easy target huh zhen! Stupid huhonline! =)) *gRiNz*

Well then after kap... zhen TOE and i went over to the market to eat the same thing as alwaes... hokkien mee! Lolz! After the hokkien mee then went over to dean's house... So many people there! both Lings were there and all of us went too including don and dom who didn't follow us to eat =(( Lolz! Oh!!! And dean spouted nonsense about some theory he and TOE thought up... You have to try harder to figure it out! My taste is MUCH better than that kaes?! Dun degrade me! Zettai ni yurusanai!! Oh and dean ima made arigato gozaimasu... (thanks for everything) Dunno why im in a jap mood now... Probably because i'm supposed to be asleep!! Hmmm... and zhen, are you REALLI sure thats what you want? It will be lonely you noe... I get loads of experience everyday... Its not nice at all! At least have 1 person! It makes a load of difference... so thanks for showing up at least zhen =)) Though next time dun be late =)) *gRiNz* I think i will stop here for now.. Its getting late and i need my rest... I onli just got back home you noe! So tired... zZzzZ!

2006-07-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

ellox citizens of my country =)) Today i decided to be a nosy person and visited all my friends blogs to have a look see =)) So many interesting stuff going on?! My people are sure busy with their own lives! Some have angry entries... other quite happy =)) Good to noe that my people are doing well! and kai? ALTER YOUR SKIRT! ITS AN ORDER FROM THE PRINCESS!! =)) *gRiNz* Its very fun to bully kai! You noe why? Because she very cute when she gets bullied =)) Lolz! She alwaes smiles! Then her skin is so dark then her teeth is so white! Its SOO Cute! Kawaii!!

TODAY SZETOH AND ZHEN PANGSEH MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~ They never tell me they not coming to meet me at KAP =(( So evil ritex?! Stupid TOE! TOE SUCKS! I would say zhen too but zhen not happy recently so i rather not =(( AND TOE!! I AM NOT SHANE!! I DUN HAVE A HIGH PITCHED VOICE (no offence shane!~~ =)) *gRiNz*) hahaha! SHH! Dun say anything... he doesn't frequent my blog! So its fine =)) Hahaha! I have this sudden urge to dota you noe?! But i cannot play... Because i must sleep! *sniffsniff* My WC3 is calling me... AH! I go play! Dun care! I stop here.. i must play =)) teEhEe!!!

2006-07-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

Ooh lala! Guess what! Its nothing new! I HAVE BEEN BUSY !! =X I am beginning to love that excuse... Lolz! I've been at KAP studying then i get friends to drop by to see me! But its tiring to study all day so then i take the occasional breaks to "look" around =)) Fun fun! But then there is alwaes this 1 girl in our group who is SUPER VIOLENT! Her hands and feet cannot be kept to herself... I think LSY saw her the other time =)) Yup thats her! She is very violent... I saw kai kai the other day!! KAI YOUR SKIRT IS SUPER LONG!!!!! DUN SO GUAI CAN?! Haix... girls can vary a lot ritez? Some very skinny, some violent (zhen), some guai (kai) and got some FAT!! (BLING(square)!!!) WAHAHAHAHAH! FEI ZHU!!! YOU WANT ME TO UPDATE A LOOONNGG POST RIGHT? I give you complaints!!! wahahahaha... kidding! Omigoodness! Studying till my brains are gonna start oozing out soon! So much for a holiday period.. I haven't even enjoyed my holidays! Haix... is that the price to pay for stupidity? Dumb me... But i played dota not too long ago... Lolz! That is something i haven't done in AGES! And i mean AGES! Its like so hard to actually play after stopping for quite a while and i can still pawn people =)) especially zhen! wahahahaha! Paige lousy! =)) One day i might actually be nice enough to teach her... NOT!! Must pawn her a few thousands times more first! *gRiNz* But her lion very annoying you noe! Haix... nvm! Omigoodness!! Multimedia phase test!! I haven't studied for the phase test... wait! Izit possible to? Ah well... i noe i haven't studied for the cmo theory test and that one must study! BUT! My book in school *sniff sniff* Well, i didn't go to church today... My friends are gonna come kill me soon! Haix!

You noe what? I think even if this situation im in now is bad, i would never want time to turn back to before my o's... Because if it did, i would never actually have met all my new friends and actually enjoy spending time with them... Yea so i'm now in ITE... So what? Life is more than just doing well in curriculum and aiming for great schools with scholarships... Its about fulfilling your wishes and dreams! and above all! Having fun and enjoying life with friends you noe you can truly rely on like the ones i found in ITE! Those people are truly the best! So what if we do not have that much brains... We have what truly matters... Heart! And for that i truly truly cherish each and every one of them! Yup!~ *gRiNz* I think i stop here bahx... Bling bling getting impatient =)) Tsk tsk... Lolz!

2006-06-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hey all! I just got a serious ankle injury and it realli hurts! I can barely move you noe! Its swelling like twice my normal size! AND IT REALLI HURTS! Well, i went to see the doctor and just got back... She gave me like medication for the inflamation and for the pain... And even gave me a xray form just in case i need it! She makes it sound so serious... Guess it realli is huh? Well, i am given like a 2 days MC from school so guys, do your best for the team building workshop kaes? Better win the other classes... I will be with you all in spirit! LOLZ! So cliche you noe?! Oh well my doctor saes that when i wake up tomorrow, i had better be prepared for a whole morning of pain! She isnt realli one of the best counsellors is she... Not the least bit comforting! Well, just thought that since i have nothing to do and all i would come update... I may update a bit more often now because of this stupid injury that hurts so baad! At least i can still move my ankle, with MUCH difficulty, so i guess i'll manage through this period of time =)) Well all the best ya! AND MAKENAI! DUN LOSE TO THE OTHER CLASSES!! OUR CLASS IS THE BEST!?!!

2006-06-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

Oooh... arlox everyone! So sad you noe... suddenly its like the whole world just became smaller... all my friends seem to noe all my other friends and its like so crazy! haix... now im in school and dun realli feel like doing the powerpoint that we are supposed to do for some safety issues or something like that! so lame!! so seriously boring!! then we still have this pringles assignment to do that must be handed in... and im like finishing up but i dun like it at all.. feel like redoing the whole thing again but im not sure whether i even have the time... omigoodness! i keep making so many typing errors! its been so long since i actually used a computer that i cant even type properly! thats sad you noe! since im like SOOO close to my computer and yet i dun even have the time to use it thanks to all this stupid problems! minor hiccups and major projects that keep killing all my remaining time... at least i still can get out of the closed environment now and then and then hang out with friends... but i think that sometimes i over do it and come back like realli late then my entire day next day is in trouble =)) *gRiNz* (been a while since i said that) haaaahaaa! im realli depressed now you noe... sometimes i realli wonder whether putting on a strong front realli is worth it... making my friends not worry is realli important but then i realli dunno whether i can keep up with that... haix! when will my life ever go back to what it was... i lurved my life till it came and ruined it... now there is nothing left of its former glory and all im left with is an empty hollow shell... haix! wow i have already posted so much already and now i think ill stop here because i need to get on with my work... see you =)) dun forget to tag kaes?

2006-05-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Arlox! Went bowling 2 days in a row! Arms are all aching!! Ouch! Oh well, it was realli funni... We had some joy at the expense of poor LSY... Did you noe that "choa chu kang was going to explode? Realli arhx?!" Cannot make it lahx!~ Then today, haix... playing bowling and pool! Both also i play so badly! Get trashed by everyone de! So sad sia! Haix... so late at night now... Too tired! Tmr meeting up again to celebrate a bdae! Yummy!! Yong Sheng =)) or izit Yang Sheng? or what QS said... Young Sheng... Dunno and dun care bahx =)) All i noe is that tmr we going to Arena to celebrate! Thats at tuas! TUAS!! Haix... then from tuas i have to go to BISHAN for night classes!! Realli retarded ritex? Now contemplating whether or not i should go or not! I no money and no time de... How? Should i just say i not going? Hmmm... I got all night to decide! But must decide quickly! I go think think bahx! I'll stop posting now though =)) Goodnitex!

2006-05-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm here to post =)) I noe that i didn't post for a very short while but at least its not as long as last time ritex? Dun kill me kaes bling bling *gRiNz* (i'm smiling for you) Lolz! Should i just stick with !pRiNcEsS! or use sAiNtZ*... I like both de lehx! How? Aniwaes, if you are reading this... do not forget that yang sheng's bdae is coming up! Must be nice to him horx gurls! And guys, go practice punching the wall =)) (kidding!) "The Government shall not be held responsible for any loss of knuckles, bones or death. Thank You." =)) I am so nuts already! So totally nuts.. Thats the problem from trying to blog so late at night! It does no good to people at all! Well, i dun think i will stay till very late because tmr school starts at 8!! After waking up past 9 for so long... I now have to adjust to waking up at 6! Unbelievable! Still cannot adjust properly de! Wake up half dead and die through the day! Oh well~~ I think i will go sleep liao! Buhbuaix!

2006-05-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

Arlox to all your dwellers in my royal nation! I welcome you to my humble abode... Enjoy your stay here kaes and do not forget to tag... Sounds like the introduction to the blog... So cliche! So LAME! Well, i just did a simple physics test and scored my A1... Which makes me happy though its my second time =(( I realli dun have much of a life because of this night school and all! So when i'm free i lurve to go out but guess what?! That's ritex! NO ONE IS FREE WHEN I AM =(( Curses!! Oh so if anyone wants to go out during the weekends and stuff like that, please tell me kaes?! I am super bored at home de! I'm crazy now you noe! I'm so busy till i am dead tired but when i am not busy, i feel bored! Then i will disturb my frenz who are now complaining! ritex kai kai? Lolz! So evil! Say that of me to make me sound so bad!~~ Remember kaes?! Its when im free! Not when im BORED! Ookaes, i think i will go sleep le! Look at the time! Its the 11th now! Ooooh~~ Ja ne mina! Oyasumi!~

2006-05-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

Amazing isn't it? I just posted not long ago and im here to post again!! Yay! I may start updating more regularly i guess... Aniwaes, for those of you who still dunno, i'm retaking my o's! =)) *gRiNz* As well as i'm in ITE! Dun look down on peeps from ITE kaes! They are quite smart too, just more technical! But its a whole new light for me! The best part is my class rocks! Totally rocks! Realli realli united in whatever we do... There is nothing i can dislike about my class, so united, no discrimination (as of yet, hopefully nothing comes up though), good bunch of frenz, SUPER RESPONSIBLE CLASS REP CALLED SYAFIQAH!! WOOO~~ I promised i didn't blow it up to a paragraph =)) Its onli going to be a few lines, and a few lines more, then maybe i might blab even more... Ill just make sure its not a paragraph! Oh this doesn't count =)) Well, as i was saying, realli responsible you noe! She even offered to do the register today you noe! Can you believe how hardworking she is! So responsible ritez? Unlike me! I'm the ass but im too lazy to do anything except admire her dedication to the class!! Wow... So inspiring! Lolz! While writing this, i am also writing my will! Because i do not think i will live to tuesday bahx! Tuesday, the newspapers will show that there was a brutal murder at the Dover ITE camPUUS (mr gremer) (inside joke)... Aniwaes, like i said, miracles do happen and the crazy lil me is an assistant monitor or the monitor because there is a monitress but im the ASSt monitor or the ass!! Yea!! The ass rocks! Lolz! Easy life and nothing much to be done except sit around and enjoy the pleasures of seeing the class rep run the class doing all the work! Never knew life was so easy for an ass! Well, ill update again some time soon bahx! Till then =)) happy tagging!

2006-05-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

Its realli sad that i have no time to do loads of stuff i want to do anymore... It comes and robs everyone of what we do and lurve and forces us to do the most horrid thing in the world.. STUDY! Erk... Well, my school is here and i'm tons busy with loads of stuff! But as usual, people still frequent my blog... Hmmm! Oh and i have a new link! To a friend called KaThy!! =)) SHE is funnie... must see HER blog! I'm mean aren't i? Oh well, im just here to do a bit of posting to get my mind off all the current troubles in the world or maybe its to pen down what im thinking and feeling... Ookaes fine... not pen but type! You get the point don't you? So im just realli tired with all the work and study life i have to get used to... Im just not used to it yet... Its so hard to! I never used to study and now im studying like i have no tomorrow... Haix! Unbeilevable ritez?! Its me we are talking about! Studying and me just dun mix! it just doesn't! Oh wells, at least amongst all the stress and troubles in the world, i still have a good bunch of frenz who have put up with me so well! Lurve you all ta bits! wahahaha! Im losing it i think... This is what stress does to a person.. Erk...!!. Well, i have to go get ready for my cram school!! Ja ne mina! Dun understand? Go learn jap! =)) *gRiNz*

2006-04-15T12:45:00.000+08:00

Haha! Yay... its been 1 month since i updated! Well, its an obligation so i better do it... I treasure self-preservation! Lolz! But i guess recently, my studying has been realli killing me... So totally tired you noe?! But then yesterday i went ice skating =)) Yay! So fun! But soooooo crowded you noe... But it was fun to cut through pple and spray all my frenz! Skated for so long that my legs are all so wobbly wobbly! wooo~~ Cannot walk!! ahhh!! Met some frenz at the rink too!! Then we all skated and had a ball!! But all good things must come to an end when all of us realli couldn't skate let alone walk!!! However, after that we all went to church for a performance!! Yea! Good Friday service! Then had a Acapella group singing! It was so totally nice! Then the worst part came... An altar call that took ages! Have you ever have to sit for an altar call that lasted 30 mins? 30 mins you noe!! Not kidding... That guy realli just kept talking... He said a few moments and he still blabbed on and on... Even during the moment where he ask people to raise their hands.... He would go on and on and on and on... So annoying after a while... But all in all it was quite fruitful... But most of us were half dead!! During that long prayer... I think 3/4 of us fell asleep! Thats how long he prayed!! Unbelievable!!! Hahaha... But i guess thats what happens when we try to skate fast trying to cut like 150 other pple inside a rink! Can you believe it?! 150!! More than that i think... Cant even skate properly... All the gurls holding hands forming 1 long line! Annoying!!

2006-03-04T09:12:00.000+08:00

I wanna cry... My future is sealed and my past is lost... I am left on a road called endless eternity... Al my frenz get to go to all the places they want and stuff like that whereas i'm getting beaten down by a parent who supposedly thinks she is alwaes right and now telling me to just stop studying... Haix... with a motivation like that, i'm surprised that i even could get any of the grades i got... Honestly retarded, i'm supposed to try to appeal but i have a parent who wont even try to help me out! How am i ever gonna be able to go around! I got to visit so many areas and they are all over singapore! How am i supposed to do anything!? Well, it was kinda sad that yesterday i went travelling around visiting different places and my frenz didn't wanna come with me.... In the end i travelled to so many different parts of singapore just to realise that i had wasted my time! Tampines, Dover, Boon Lay, Bukit Batok, Clementi... realli retarded! I have sonething to do now so i will leave before my stress and frustration causes me to explode! Buh buaiz!~

2006-02-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

To the peeps who have frequented my blog... I thank you so much! Lurve you all! I have finally convinced myself that my past is nothing more than a time in life... My results were realli bad for those who are still eager to ask me... So please stop asking can? Haix... Guess i should have studied a bit for my o's... Stupid stupid me! So now i am just sitting here wasting my life away as i watch all my frenz enter courses they wish to attend... And all i ever will be doing is waving at them at the gate but will they even notice me? Haix... I've been a real fool in life... To all those i have hurt before, i realli wanna apologise for it... and to everyone else, dun make the same mistake as me... It realli hurts more than most think... And i dun ever wan my frenz to go through it so please work and work hard in whatever you do, be it studies, work or even play! Haix... Depressing isnt it to have to watch all my frenz enter JCs and polys of their choice! Well on the bright side, its not ITE i will be goin to =)) *gRiNz* Interesting news is that i might end up moving over to the other side of singapore if i make my first choice (please please let me get it!) Yupz! Will move to somewhere in tampines ALONE! =(( buhuhu~~ sniff sniff! but i guess it would be fun living alone wouldn't it? Shall have to see!

Oh! And its realli stupid how some pple will tell you that "when God takes something from you, it is not a punishment but free-ing your hands for something much greater..." Its such a false tale! I have lost so many things in life but i have yet to even get anything worth in return!?! Is that supposed to be justice? Or is this "God's" will! So retarded! If there is a God then why am i so neglected and left behind! And i am supposed to believe in someone who is not even there for me! Haix...

2006-01-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

Deep in thought i have been as of late... Reflecting back on life and how it is lived, with frenz and family... Then i wandered into a sea of my memories, remembering all the times i shared, all the laughter, tears, hopes and fears.. Then i think, "words" and "thoughts"... These two are simultaneous, ongoing and full of surprises... Without words, thoughts cannot be conveyed. Without thoughts, words do not exists. However, emotions are expressed when both words and thoughts meld together... Such emotions will alwaes kindle the flame that exist in our hearts and set it ablaze! Through understanding and commitment, will then the flame grow strong... Does the strength of a person rely on the flame within them or does the flame within them rely on the strength of a person? Is freedom when an injured caged bird is released, or when it hits the window pane and falls to the floor? In a battle, there is no right nor wrong! Everyone believes they are right, because they follow their beliefs... Ages have past since i had last the time to post, caught up with much work i have been. Constraints of time cause me to neglect what i treasure for what i need to do... Life is full of choices and decisions and each choice will change your future... With a decision, you open up a whole new future, at the same time, you have destroyed the other future that awaited you... Stuck in my mind is this topic of dreams and futures... How when we slumber, our dreams take reality onli to later vanish upon awakening... Such tricks and bewildering feats to keep ourselves preoccupied... but when will it end? What happens when it does?

2006-01-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

Buhuhu!! Now so few peeps come to my blog! Sad sad... Oh well i guess its a good thing because now i am like super busy with trying to manage a job and my own personal life is in a rut! Omigosh! So many peeps i noe all busy with their school stuff and other things... I am left behind! Buhuhu... Is anyone there to help me? Can anyone help me out? I have to thank thomas for alwaes being there for me during my troubles and alwaes bringing a smile to me no matter how down i feel... Thanks! Oh and if any of you have been trying to get my phone then you may have to wait for a better time because AGAIN! someone stole my phone!! So i am kind of phone-less! So you all will have to wait till i can find the time and money to go buy a new phone to use... Anyone got any ideas on what phone i should get? I'm kinda stuck thinking about what phone to buy!

Life is not all that bad with you around,
But it is no doubt like being with a clown!
You bring loads of laughter and fun too,
But life is much better without you.
So Thank You for listening to my plea,
And now for just letting me be.

2006-01-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

Haha... Its been long hasn't it? Since christmas till now? People have gone back to school and i'm enjoying my life at home! It so totally rocks! First week of school has come and gone... But all i do nowadaes is sit at home and enjoy creating a game... But i wish there could be something that i could do and not alwaes have nothing to do... Its reallie sad... I dun reallie have much to post because as i said, i have been at home enjoying the wonders of my loft bed! My bed is 149cm above ground!! =)) Dun fall! Lolz! Well.. when things get more interesting then i will update again kaes? Thanks for reminding to do a post... Was kinda forgetting to do something... Guess i remembered with the help of a royal...?? Fairy izit now? I dunno! Have fun tinkerbel! Lolz!

2005-12-25T12:35:00.000+08:00

I'm super tired!! Partying till like 10am? Unbelievable! Played with Snow Sprays and met some frenz! Used snow sprays and party strings! Shooting every person in the vicinity! Its MADNESS!~~ Went with my primary school frenz and met some girls we knew.. Then we became the target of most groups! Then we were like totally drenched in "SNOW"!! The groups aim the girls, then we aim the groups and then all of us gets mobbed!! From about 10.30 till about 1 or so? Crazy ritez? Then we went to play pool at monstercue! That was fun but most of us were half dead from the snow wars... The best part was that we watch narnia after that!! All dead tired and we watched a movie... We slept all right! Unbelievable! Its actually possible to sleep through a thriller! Probably because those who watched narnia would know that the first 45 mins are so draggy! After the movie, its around 6 and then we decide to play LAN... Hahaha! I guess cine is one of the few places that are open so early in the morning! I made it back home and my juices started kicking in!! Then now!! I cant sleep! So so so lame!! Well.. must be prepared for the New Year Party!! Anyone interested? Go to sentosa! PARTAE!! Haha... It would surely be fun, no?

Well MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!! =)) *gRiNz* Let us celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ this day... Its a happy occasion! Well... Besides all the presents that most people would get... Its not wrong to say that most people are only interested in the presents ritez? Well... Maybe its just me but im beginning to feel a bit lethargic... Most people would be out today enjoying but the group of us who went out this morning... Most of us will be sleeping in our comfortable beds! Lolz... Goodnitez then! I think im going to catch some shut eye!

2005-12-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hurting me over and over and over again, is that all you know how to do? You said that i didnt treat you the way i should but how can i treat someone that way unless i am treated that way too? You just didnt get it did you? All you cared about was your enjoyment and happiness... Even though it caused pain to others, you still didnt do anything about it... Now when i finally showed you my anger, you want my forgiveness? Do you truly believe that what you have done is totally forgiven if you apologise? Which rock did you crawl out from under? I know my attitude towards you and him in the cinema maybe not acceptable but do you understand that it was YOUR fault that it happened? Do you even know how hurt i was with what you were doing with him? Obviously not did you? I have so many questions here... some rhetorical and others just queries but most importantly, WHY DIDNT YOU THINK BEFORE YOU ACTED? Have you ever spared a thought for kelly? I know i havent really much and which i totally regret but you obviously still havent thought about it at all!? What is WRONG with you! Just because i asked you "how are you?" and "what are you doing?"... You think i have forgiven you? Well you are sadly mistaken... You are FAR from it... You obviously have never spared a thought for me and definitely not kelly... I am not sure who is to blame for this broken up friendships but i have only heard one side... Ryan, you are not all that innocent as of yet kaes so dun believe that you are safe... You played along with her to help yourself and to hurt me... I never knew friendships were so easily broken... Why has it alwaes been that my trust in others alwaes get so badly rejected? Do i trust to easily? Or do i trust the wrong people? Haix... confusing isnt this?

Kelly... no words can express the anxiety and unbelievable self hatred i have inside me for all the hurt i have caused you... You treated me so nicely and with all the help and care that you provided as my "Royal Advisor" and with all the "KKS" that you gave us... Especially me! But what did i do? I threw them all out when i was smitten.... I really dunno how to make it up to you because I know what i have and havent done is truly painful as you showed during our ice skating and even the movie... You finally told me on the phone at night but i really didnt mean to inflict pain upon you... I only have 2 words to say to you... I'm sorry...

2005-12-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

At first, i thought it was better that you asked me whether we were suitable for each other and we could be together... But then looking back, i realised that if i had gone with you, i would only get hurt more like the past! And nothing would have changed... Little did i know that you would then start taking it out on my friends i made as well as the new people who have impacted my life! Your jealousy and hatred for my new friends transformed you into a beast i never thought you would become! Why did you become like that? Can jealousy really change a person? What happened to that nice girl i once knew? Your mouth is so big that it can truly cause such trouble to many people! Have you ever used that head of yours? Or is it really empty? I cant believe what you would do in desperation! You changed so much that i just dunno who you are anymore! Why did you become the way you are now! Its just so abnormal! But your mouth shot right out and now people are taking fault and blame for what you said... I really dunno what to say about you anymore... You are no longer the person i once knew... So please!? Just leave my life and dun ever enter it again! I dun want you anywhere near me anymore! Please leave me be and never return...

2005-12-17T21:53:00.000+08:00

rAWr! People of the world! I am officially dead bored! There is NOTHING to do at all!! Halp meee~~ I am dying here!! Wasting my time today you noe! My sister's burfdae today and then we went through so much trouble and then she tells us last minute she is not free!! rAWr!! So wasting my time you noe! So cheesed off with her... Could have done so many other things! Like i could have shopped or enjoy my taka trip! Was so happy... Enjoying every second of my life in town looking around... THEN I HAD TO COME HOME TO SLACK!! I just entered for a bit and had to come back just to "celebrate"! Buhuhu... Oh well! Xmas is coming soon!! All you pple owe me gifts! rAWr! *gRiNz* must make sure its good kaes?! Lolz!~~ Im very picky! Must be nice expensive... AND!! MUST BE PINK!! No im just kidding!! Anything is fine! Have fun everyone and merry xmas! bUh bUaIz!

2005-12-15T03:59:00.000+08:00

Aha! Look at the time.. Such a perfect number because!! I have just hit the 75-hour mark! Unbelievable! But i seriously am going to collapse soon! I think that if i try to continue with this, i seriously will have bad problems! Wondering what i am talking about? It is the length of how long i have stayed awake without even attempting to snooze and drift away! But i seriously am tired! yAwNz! Haha... I think 75 hours is more than enough... But i had so many problems to deal with recently that i just couldnt sleep! All the anxiety and discomfort that hinders my much needed sleep always leave me thinking through the stillness of the night... Such silence is a great help for me to think and decide on what i should do with the problem at hand...

However, tonight is a little different! Instead of having problems to solve, I became the problem! Knocking over glass bottle full of water, breaking the mop used, stabbing my left heel and slicing my index finger were just a few of the wonderful "exercise" that i was blessed with... Now imagine trying to clean the floor while unknowingly spreading blood all over it! Well, thanks to that! I will just stay up and play on my computer... Or maybe i'll go play one of my old PS games and see if i can still complete it in an hour! LoLz! Well i think i better stop here before i pass my jinx-ness to all the nice people who came to read my blog... Good nitez to all! Or good morning actually!?

2005-12-13T03:20:00.000+08:00

Why is it my mind is alwaes so fogged up with all the unimportant information of life! Staying awake now sorting out all the problems and queries in my life... Think about how things happen, and why they do! I should have known it would happen because its just so obvious but why does my heart still my brain? Could it be the shock was greater than expected? Or would it be because of something much deeper... Or bigger than even i can handle? Such questions are so meddlesome arent they?

For one as such, its not a surprise... Could affection be so shallow? Is "Love" nothing more than a word in a dictionary with no feelings in it? Does sexual desires alwaes have to dominate a relationship! Its sickening and its annoying! I just dont get it... Its confusing and wierd! Plus ive been thinking about it for so long till i cant even sleep!! Argh!! Ryan!! Help!! I have insomnia too!! Lolz! Knowing him, his answer would be like "wateva la!" or something like that! ritez? Haha... I'll go ponder on this topic more! Since i doubt i would be sleeping anytime soon! oh well.. Nitez to all!

2005-12-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

rAWr!! Im a sports prodigy!! Lolz... Well i wish i was though! But i admit that tennis is hard... Its so annoying to switch from using badminton style to tennis style... And i end up fouling up! But must thank kelly for teaching how to play!! Thank you kelly! =)) I can topspin serve! Lolz... Played basketball till dunno what time! Legs are all aching after playing so many consecutive full court matches... *psst* (about 4 only!!) Ladeedum!

Wow!! Sharon is so quick to come and tag... Fast fast!! I like.. Havent seen any of my barker frenz since i left... Where have you all gone =(( And CHUAMING!! YOU STILL NEVER PAY ME MY 200!!! Buhuhu... My 200 all gone!! Aniwaes... Recently nothing much to do so i end up trying and playing so many sports! And kelly's family is actually super sporty!! So kewl!!! Especially her father! Play so many sports... Table tennis, Tennis, Badminton! So unfair right?

2005-12-11T10:27:00.000+08:00

The day has arrived!! The day i returned to my blog! Haha... its been so long! But seriously! After the o's, there really is nothing left to do! All the planning to go out and have fun.. all that enthusiasm! All gone just as the papers came to a close... Now all i do at home is just play with my computer, which at present moment has nothing interesting due to internet problems!~~ rAWr! Stupid singnet! Cannot trust them.. saying all that stuff about super fast speed with good connection! Me Arse! Oh the chalet for the study group was fun... Playing mahjong and speed through the night... Drinking loads of alcohol! But all in all that was probably the only fun thing that happened in the entire holiday period... Oh!! I learnt how to play tennis! I can now play tennis too! I truly AM a sports prodigy! *gRiNz* Lolz.. Just kidding!

SINGAPORE NEEDS PRETTY GIRLS!! Now if only that came true... But then again, that would kinda suck! No one would be loyal to their significant other... Too busy staring at all the other pretty girls out there! Ooh.. looks like everyone has frequented my blog only to be let down by the fact that i havent done anything... Im so sorry everyone... But it really is quite hard to sit down and blog right after all the papers... All the thoughts about having fun and everything takes some time to settle down! Do accept my humble apology! Oh and jobs are tough! So if you are looking for a job... Better be ready to commit! Its not as easy as it sounds ya?

2005-10-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

Losing someone close to me has always been my most hated fear and what i always tried to avoid... But i now opened my eyes to the truth of the world... There are people who are close to me who just ACT friendly only to later just betray my trust... But the pain of the loss is no longer coming... Numbed to the hurtful fact that i have lost one of my greatest friends... I am comforted to know that i still have some left... Even if you leave me, i will not stumble no longer... You are nothing to me anymore! A fading memory and a stupid name is all that is left... Memoirs have been removed and i still feel no pain... Why? Can it be that i really hate you? I thought that life was unfair till i met you... But my eyes opened and found out that you were not the solution, but another problem... Falling so many times before, i have finally stand strong and move on... Meddling with people's feelings is something only the worst kind of people will do... But even among all of them, you truly are the WORST! None compares to your acting ability and manipulation... As i am out of your life, you are out of mine! Permanently... It will not come back to me ever again!

Well well... Cobwebs and spiders!! Ooh! Had so many frenz telling me to update... Just didnt have the time to do such stuff... Its a wonder how people have the time to update daily... And again after this, there is going to be a long time before another update... Got to study for O's you know? My results aint anywhere good... L1R5 needs at least a 18... Though a bit out of my league, i must try and perservere through this tough time... At least its good to know i have some frenz who are with me... People like jojo =)) Arigato-Gozaimasu! Teeheez... Well... i guess my books are calling me again! Will try to update a bit more and a lot more after my O's kaes? Till then... those who frequent my blog!! Thanks and i will see you after me exams! Though most of you have finished yours!! Hmph!! *sNoRtZ*

2005-09-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

Reading some lyrics from a song i found something very amusing... At this point of time, many songs actually suit me really well but this one song stands out really well...
"Because of you, i never strayed too far from the sidewalk."
"Because of you, i learn to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt."
"Because of you, i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me. Because of YOU!"
"I am afraid..."

My problems in life and my battle with my inner self sets off with a spark... But can i make it through? Will i be able to hold out and come out stronger than i was before? Now i rely on my numerous friends who i know i have... Their guidance and support have got me this far! I am sure it will definitely get me further! All i have inside me and all i have around me... All shall be my guide! But my hope i pray for is in the one above... With His help... i will succeed! Now i sound like i am preaching!! Thats not good... But i need His help!!! Help me!!!

2005-09-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

"When a pious man falls into darkness, tragedy begins to unfold..." Such words describe me perfectly... Fallen so far into a dark abyss and only seeking pleasure through the discomfort and disposition of others! Thus is what i have become... Through reflections, all i can see myself is a dark demon filled with hatred and bent on vengence... What have i become!? Have i really forsaken everything? Am i nothing but a hideous monster hiding in a shell? A ferocious beast lying in wait of its next victim to "feast" on... I'm afraid! Very afraid! What is it? What does it want? Only time will tell... Till then i will have to lie and wait...and become prey for my own inner self... Devil Incarnate

2005-09-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

You know what!! I was wrong... Quite a number of pple smsed and called me to wish me happy burfdae! Whee~ So happy... Then also they tag me blog!! With the rare exception of jo who did all 3... So crazy ritez? SMS at 12 midnight and 38 sec... Called me later to wish me! AND tagged my blog!! Jojo you are too free!! Study!! Study!! Dun slip... Grab that rock and climb back up the wall! Have some confidence... Believe in yourself! Well, today was super tiring! I wanna die from fatigue! You know what is so tiring about today? The fact that i wasted my energy doing something stupid... I ran home after meeting my friend to play bball only to find out that the court was fully booked with... CRESCENT GIRLS!! AND THEY ARE ALL SO SO SO UGLY!!! O me gosh!! Then i go there and watch them play a 7 against 7 full court match... So funny! Watch them fumble the ball and stumble over their own feet while dribbling... Laughed so hard!! Then after that i left and came home... But waste my time you know!! Made me use up so much energy because my frenz said they were going to play... Plus they were going to bring chiobus!! Then NONE turned up... So sad ritez?! I got stood up!! Haiz... Ah wellz! Life sucks sometimes ritez?! Doesnt go the way we want it... Live with it! Muahaha... Im so crazy now!! Nothing to do and im just posting for the sake of posting... Back to main topic!! So happy!! Tagged and smsed and called... So many pple wished me burfdae! Very seldom you know?! Must treasure... 2005... Lousy number though!! I would have preferred a more interesting number but i guess i have no choice ritez? Unless some pple intend to make a better burfdae for me next year?!?! *HiNt HiNt* *gRiNz* hehez.. bLeHz! Well ill stop wasting space and time for you dear pple who actually read all the way here... Congratz.. but there is more below unless you already read it... Are you still reading this? How interesting... So determined to read! What if it goes on and on and on! But copying luther... "I can go on and on and on but i will stop here"... Buh buaiz!

2005-09-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

Yayz!!! Burfdae!!! Burfdae!! But it seems that so few people actually remembered it! No one messaged me at night... Except combo of course but yupz! Thanx combo! Was actually expecting jo to send at 12 midnight and guess what!! She DID!! Amazing... Thanks jojo! Always count on great frenz ya?! Dun worry i will do the same for you too... If my body can stay awake!! If not i will wish you early burfdae! Cuz early is still better than none ya? Yup yup!! You heard me... 26th of September is a good day to remember! Must either sms or call jojo... Bug her while she is sleeping!! Make her mooody! Wellz... That aint the point izzit? Her burfdae and i make her all nasty and moody... Cannot ritez?! O me gosh!! I dun have a present... Too bad! I shall give her the ultimate present which all want but few have!! My invitation to the "*gRiNz* of Trust"! Hahahaz! Only my closest frenz are in there... Whee~~ So crazay... must be because its so early in the morning! Look at the time of post... I wanna sleep!! But games are so addictive ritez? Haiz... Guess i shall just go sleep soon! No school today aniwaes... Home study! HahaZ! Have fun the rest of you schooling pple...

2005-09-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

Whee~ The second part of my update! I know its a bit late but i had a workshop that ate my entire afternoon!! I am so going to skip tomorrow's workshop! Its so so so boring... Rambling on and on! That lecturer may be a bit good but she spoils it with her LOUD and monotonous voice! So sad.. i could sleep with the monotonous voice but its always disturbed by a LOUD voice... In the end i stayed awake and listened but i doubt anything sunk in! Plus there is homework! All the more i will not be going tomorrow.. Go watch movie instead... 3 more days till i become all bruised and battered! So not fun! Wellz...

On a second note, i have decided to learn a new trait! Forgiveness... "With enough skill points to learn a new skill!" =)) So lamez! Game freak! But yea... So the old name which disappeared under my friends has reappeared though i doubt i will get tagged by her though.. Just add her back in for the convenience sake of many who frequent my blog! ( Thank you!! =)) ) HeHeZ! *gRiNz* Sorrie but just felt like grinning for a bit! So tired after my long day... Gonna go "kun"!! Or maybe watch some anime first!! Muahaha... And where are my tags!! Why no one tagging anymore =((

2005-09-20T08:52:00.000+08:00

Hey... in school now! Watching everyone around me playing pool! So amusing... decided to blog though! Was just talking to someone yesterday! It has been a while since i heard her voice but i guess its rare that i talk to her especially recently when i have no time to do stuff like this... Well this is a short post because i dont have time and i got to go for my next period now... Buh buaiz all! Will update later about more interesting stuff if i can!

2005-09-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

Ooh... My head hurts after these past 2 days! Crazy study habits are kicking in... And i aint used to it yet! Lousy frenz say im on Estrogen because i got sore throat and i went damn high pitched!! Lousy kinda frenz i got! Of all the things in the world!! Estrogen!! Haiz... but that is still unimportant! What is important is my grades which i must pull up... Its going to be hard!! Anyone got prelim papers can gimme?!?! I want to try then see whether paper difficult or i stupid... Though i think its the latter! Why is my tagboard a advertising channel! Oi!! My tag board is to chat with meee!! Not to advertise your own blog!! Lousy.... Jojo! Ooh very funny today!! Go kevin's house to study... But ended up "studying"! And..and then we played blackjack and i lost so much of my money =(( Then my almost 10 bucks of coins became 3 bucks... So then after that we played "Dai Di" and i earned it all back =)) Skilled ritez?!?! HeHeZ! *gRiNz* So much fun!! I earn back and got more... i left with 12 bucks of coins!! Wallet very heavy you know!! Walk then pants want to drop... Must hold pants and walk =(( So pai seh!! Well i go off liaoz... Buh buaiz!

P.S. If you do not know what Estrogen is, it is a female hormones pill! Guys take them when they want to be feminine! Girls... ahh! They dont need em unless they want "maturity" HeHeZ! *gRiNz*

2005-09-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hey guess what!! I know my prelim results! Can anyone guess my L1R5? 10 bucks to whoever can exactly guess it on the first try! Lolz! "Its bad! Its so bad! Its so bad that it makes bad look good!" Lolz! The Longest Yard is a great movie! Its super funny... If you are a fan of comedy and havent watched this movie, then you are missing out! Even if you are not a fan of comedy, this is a great movie and its worth the money!

Now in my life is even worse than it was before! Seriously much worse... Have you had the feeling that when you try to talk with someone, the more seperated you feel from that person... And the harder you try, the further you go! Thats how i feel right now... But that person in my case doesnt even know that its happening... Can you believe it? I guess i am just condemned with the fact that this person is ignorant?! Plus the fact that person thinks everything is perfectly alright! Not sure whether its stupidity or ignorance... But either one is annoying and depressing at the same time... But truthfully, i wonder whether the result of all this is worth the pain i have to go through... Why wont this person understand me? Why wont this person even care?! How much longer must i put up with this? How long more can i... Do i have to live with this till i really break down?

Enough of that! My friends are now recently trying to confirm that they are there for me and i really appreciate it! Thanks loads guys and gals! With my current situation, breaking down is seriously tempting... But i have to stay strong and show that i can succeed.. I must prove my friends wrong!! MUAHAHA!!! Lousy pple say that i cannot make it and i will seriously break if i dont release... I will prove them wrong and show them that i can go on and on and on!! Muahahaha!! *gRiNz* *my priceless smile!* *i seldom smile!* appreciate the very few moments which i do cause you never know when is the next time you will see them again!!! HeHeZ!